Lovebeingageek
I’m a 22yo goth gamer who can’t get over how dull life is so she comes here to escape reality since she was 12yo. I have a kid but I feel so empty and useless. I’m depressed and i don’t really know what to do about it anymore. I do fun things maybe 2 times a month but I feel bad cuz I’m bored 24/7 and I don’t have money to do anything ever. I feel so selfish wanting to be taken care of sometimes too but I can’t help that feeling. I didn’t have a child like childhood and so far adulthood isn’t any better. I want to write again but I don’t have motivation or time. I feel like I’m only seen as a mother now but i wasn’t ever much of a person before. If I talk about how I feel with anyone they’ll just say sorry but nothing can really change it can’t really be helped and I feel suffocated from it.
