LovelessSea

Currently in Puerto Rico, (got to go on vacation with a family I've been babysitting). Usually I'm always on my phone watching videos or creating another story that I'd probably never post but these past 4 days in Puerto Rico the only time I've been on my phone is when I go to bed. Which is crazy for me, tho its been so amazing in this country and it honestly has me considering living here. It's almost like I was born to live here, with my hatred for cold weather, love for greenery and animals, beutiful architecture, and a more simpler slower life. It's all here and much more. 
          Sadly tomorrow is my last day here, and I'm dreading the two plane rides home but I'm looking forward to see my dog, family, friends and boyfriend again, starting college is a wholenother story tho. 

Love your story of the ruby eyed wolf!!

My relationship drama right now. 
          
          C is best friends with il and I was friends with both of em, C confesses to me and I reject him and me and il get close so we started dating and that ruined C and il's relationship, things didn't work out with me and il so I broke it off. 
          A asked to go on a date with me and I agreeded telling him that I wasn't sure if I had feelings for him or not J was my and A's wing man (were close friends) and who I went for relationship advice over all this. Things didn't work out with A he was too possessive for my liking (not a bad person tho), J and I continued to get close and we kept on giving hints back and forth so I asked him to homecoming and he agreed. We were playing truth or dare and that's when we found out il still has feelings for me. 
          J and il were texting because J is a cool dude and friends with everyone, il asked what J felt about me after il had texted me asking about my feelings for J (which I said we weren't dating but if things continue we probably will) and J told him that il likes me, il then said he's going to ask me to see if he could have a second chance and he might sock J in the jaw. 
          The next day when il was supposed to come over I made up an excuse for him to not come and went on a date with J. 
          J was being a chicken so I had to clearafy our relationship and now we're officially dating, il doesn't know that yet and I feel so bad and awkward about it all. il isn't a bad guy he's really funny and easy to get along with but I really like J his personality, his interests and the way he makes me feel its wonderful. I'm kinda scared I might be aro/ace as I seem to fall for friends and don't really some of those smex feelings. 
          
          Damn I feel like an dick. 

I feel so bad not updating anything ,  but if I'm being honest I have so many started books that I go back and forth between. Ideas just keep on popping in my head. 
          So here's your guy's choice, to publish them or not? If I do publish them I can't tell you how frequently the next chapter would be nor if they'll be completed. The choice is yours 

Hello , please can you continue My Ruby Red Eye white wolf , it's so interesting between the two of them 

For anyone who likes Catboys I wanted to let you know male cats have abunch of spikes on their dick.

I'm reading the manga Shounen no Kyoukai – Volume 3 and damn I'm fucking crying!
          Spoilers!
          
          It's an omegaverse but the aftermath of them marking/paring. It follows two different couples which was a little confusing at first but I digress. One of the couple's, they were so excited and getting prepared to get pregnant but something goes wrong. "The doctor said we could try for a baby in three months, so he crossed out the days on the calendar one by one. Every single day as if to not forget. Two months in he stopped. Then yesterday he was searching for his pills, telling me he can't find them." 
          It turns out omega was having bad memory loss from the side effects of the medication. Other couple Alpha was horrified and being a doctor he really wanted to push warnings on the pills but his peers rejected him as "It's not our problem omegas miss use them." 
          
          But anyway it's so good and really takes the route of what happens after without going with the geriatric happily ever after trope. 

What's the taste of your friendships?
          
          With my friend, it'd probably be sweet and sour, but her to me I'd probably be sour and a after taste. 

Being an introvert is all fun and games until the friend group you contently sat in the background from starts to drift away from you and your to introverted to make new friends or ask for their attention. The last remaining friends you sometimes annoy to much as a way to compensate for the lack of.
          
          I used to love school as the classes really weren't that hard and I had alot of friends but now there are barely any kids I know in my classes let alone those I'm close to. The classes I was carefree about I now almost struggle with as I zone out, the worst is math lol. I always zoned out during it but this year it's the worst ever, yes I'm taking notes but I'm not comprehending anything. Then there's ELA I always enjoyed the class as it was easy and I loved to write/read but this teacher goes threw the lesson so fast and we're going over how sentences are formed. It's all very frustrating. 
          It's hasn't even been that long since school started but I can tell I probably made a bad choice in not graduating early. This is going to be a lonely and stressful year. 

Started to rewatch The Last Airbender and I'm not happy >:(  it could of been so much gayer, and don't get me started on Zuko and Mai's relationship. It doesn't work in the slightest and how it ruined Zuko's character just to force it to happen. Heck Aang and Zuko had more tension and reason to be together than with Mai. I just hate it.   
          
          Session 3 had so many filler episodes and episodes where you could tell the writers really had no direction. It frustrated me, Aang frustrated me when he could of been working on improving his moves he was wasting his time. There were also many plotholes in it and things they just forget about especially with Toph where they forget she can't see things that are off the ground like arrows. It seemed so rushed.