LovelyBlonde
There's this host of a show, he's been hosting for three years and now he's leaving. He's motivated me and helped keep me happy, knowing that I'll be able to see him laughing or cracking jokes. For that to be taken away after getting used to it for so long is hard. I'm crying so much right now, I feel so emotionally and physically drained. I don't think I'll have enough energy to get up tomorrow, and I just want to lie in bed forever and just cry.