I am finally updating this... Lol

My name is Ana Melissa and I am finally 18 whoop whoop \./ 


Not really.. I'm still forced to ask for permission to leave the house-_- so in all it's really the same thing as being 15 expect with a lot more responsibilities.-.   

ONE DIRECTION IS MY LIFE!! And until today I am still heartbroken for Zayn. I truly still love him, nothing can change that and I will never gain up on him no matter what media says about him. The boys are in much more grief then us really... They won't have their best mate with them... I still love one direction and I once beat up my guy friend for laughing at me because I cried for them. I might be sweet and nice but DONT mess with me and my loved ones. 
                                                                        -love yours truly, 
                                                                                     Ana ^.^

So I've been stuck on my book... Please save me tonight... I have tried so much to continue but I get distracted so easily. I know I will finish it before I start making new books. I know people don't read them haha but I like to have something to rant about... Most of the things I write come from my day dreams.. And I'm even thinking of writing about my love story. Lol I don't have much.. But I did fall in love over the internet o.o I know shocking haha I've never meet him before and that's the struggle I had to deal with for the past 6 months.. 

Anyways I think I'm done here. It's new and updated. It's more mature.. Omg for realz dude, I have matured so much since I last updated this xD oh and speaking of last updated the guy I fell in love with was the reason why I stopped writing. He was my writers block! If that makes sense ;p