Hey guys...sorry I haven't updated, I just haven't had motivation for anything anymore. My depression has returned in full force and so many other anxieties and what's sad is the ones who where there to pick me up when I was down, are no longer paying attention, the ones I loved, slowly slipping away from me, and mostly my sanity is slipping away as everyday I think to myself.....who even cares anymore......so I guess....I'm just gonna get offline for a while....Sorry.....