I do apologize woth this corona virus still lingering around my thoughts and prayers to you all trying to hold your strength to get through this I know we are having a tough times % losing jobs, homes, etc I can relate and understand the frustration your going through we are people very smart too say this with me "NEVER GIVE UP ON HOPE" at first it can be a long road ahead of us. I am scared too to be honest I worry a lot about friends, family, my children, and co-workers but please stay safe of you ever need someone to talk to or have those type of thoughts message me I am a 2-time domestic abuse survivor yes I have tried to do self harm in my past its hard I can understand to all the readers, authors, critics, followers, etc your not alone okay I'll read your messages as soon as i can give out the resources you need in my area or we can work on finding some near your location stay safe stay strong