Ali

Hello Lovlies,
          
          
          Twenty-twenty five is going to change for us, okay? Like, a lot. And I am scared for it. Terrified even. But, I'll still be here... okay? Even if I can't be here all the time anymore...

Lost. 
          
          
          
          I feel very lost. 
          
          
          
          
          Like a leaf blowing in the wind, not knowing which direction it's going to tale next. 

On the first day of the new year life brought to me 
          
          
          
          
          So fucking intoxicated I wasn't okay ~ 

Happy 2025!~ 
          
          Lets have a great year together and do amazing things! <3

If life hasn't taught anyone anything, that time and life is so incredibly precious. You never, ever know how long you have. And I won't lie, life is hard. Finding yourself in life is so incredibly hard. But never, ever stop trying. 
          
          
          
          Try to enjoy every ounce of life, because one day you will desperately want to go back to all of those moments and want to relive them just one more time. 
          
          
          
          All you will have left, is memories. 

Fly high great aunt Corky <3 I know grandma is waiting for you up there. Rest easy, I'm so sorry I didn't get to know you that much as a child and now an adult. But I am so sorry you went out in such a hard way. Cancer is a bitch and you never ever deserved it in your life time. 

I HAD A GENIUS IDEA!! 
          
          
          Since I am scrapping Young and Stupidly In Love (for many many reasons). What if I use Taeyong and Ten's story from it and change it around!??? Hahaha I am genius. 
          
          
          
          Again as promised, I am still writing behind the scenes. I just don't know, if I am going to publish everything right away or not? There's a lot to be figured out. Including which story I want to do first

Merry Christmas everyone! I went to work yesterday (Christmas Eve) and had lipstick on my tooth and no one told me. I hope you have a better Christmas haha.

Either than that, a lot of my problems stem from wanting to write whatever of the books I want (not having to stick to one book). And again, when I came back to Wattpad, I made a promise to myself to not make this my entire life again. Which I am really bad about. I forget about everything else and just worry about this. I have stated time and time again, that I know I can't write forever, to be fair, I almost find shipping culture silly? I am more passionate about what I am writing about, than whom, if that even makes sense. 
          
          
          
          I want to release all my books, and write them as I please. I don't want to tell myself I HAVE to do anything anymore. I am only getting older. And the older I get, the more there's so much I want to do.

Hello Lovlies, 
          
          
          
          This always seems to happen. And I always hate when it does. Not that I get a writers block. But where I get to a point where I don't want my entire life to be centered around this small part of my life. And there's so much I want to do, and I can't do that when I'm focused on a small part of myself. 
          
          
          
          I'm going to go away for a little while. I will write in quiet, okay? And I will come back when it feels right. But these five chapters a week is getting to me. And quite frankly, life is. But I am so proud we were able to get two more books done. Maybe, as we finish chapters, we'll publish them. Okay? Instead of finishing one book at a time. 
          
          
          
          
          I won't dissappear forever, I promise. This app will forever mean so much more to me. Than what anyone will ever understand. 
          
          
          
          ~ Ali