Lowasun

Bad Desire(With or Without you) SOTY!
          	Desire:Unleash AOTY!

Lowasun

Hiya World !
          
          School year is heading towards to an end that means I have more time for my story. About that, I went through a lot. Had many ideas, worked on them all and then decided that I hate them all. I am pretty indecisive. I always feel that need to write the perfect story, yk the story of my heart, something I always wanted to read. This affected me a lot, so much that when I write a book, I fear it wouldn’t work out and I don’t like wasting my time so. I have to fight this doubt and fear in me so I will challenge myself to work on this idea till the end, disregarding all my feelings about it because it’s also about discipline.
          
          I know the perfect story doesn’t exist, that’s something I had to learn. So now I will really focus, promise so that you could one day read my story here.
          
          I still contemplating if it will be a fanfic or an original one. Either way, it will be good.
          
          <333

Lowasun

And Enhypen’s cinema concept for Desire:Unleash is finally dropping today and I am SO EXCITED!!!!!
          
          I Can’t wait. I know it will be the best thing ever and I know it will give me all the inspiration I need for my new story since it’s related to Enhypen’s concept.(If you didn’t get it, I’m writing a ff about Enha)
          
          I even had a dream about it, this tells you enough about my excitement <333

Lowasun

Hiya, it’s been a while.
          
          Update. I have been very busy with exams and not to say my project. It was going well until I discovered the big plot hole that breaks my story. It makes no sense…
          
          So I was had to discontinue that project but lucky for me, I already had this idea that I could finally work on so I will see where it leads me
          
          <333

Lowasun

Update: After lots of contemplating, I decided I would end this project for good. I realized the reason why I didn't like it anymore. It was because the story didn't make sense anymore, I feel like I always knew that but because I spent so much time on it, I was too attached to it and didn't want to let go. That's okay because I already have a new project.
          
          Let's hope this will be the one 
          
          <33

Lowasun

Sometimes I wonder if it's worth it. Today I was on working on my book when this very question came to my mind. It had surely ruined my work mood, most importantly it took all the energy I had for it out of me. I am so filled with doubts, I am starting to hate my book when just yesterday I told myself that this is the book of my heart. Is it really worth it? I have so many things to do besides writing, for example working for School. I worked so hard on it, spent my free time on it, pulled night overs just for that. I want to stop but at the same I don't because I don't want all my work to go to waste.
          
          Don't get me wrong. I love writing but is it what I really want? 
          
          If you could give me an advice, it would be nice because right now I'm losing my mind . 
          
          <3