i wrote two chapters but i become uninspired again. i read the divergent series and was captivated. now i'm low-key depressed all the time. sometimes it's worse. i'm uninspired. i have nothing to run from so i cannot read. but i am depressed and tired and but don't want to waste my summer.
i hate summer because i tend to get more so depressed then. i felt it started in the beginning of may, the constant heaviness in my chest and tiredness in my eyes. it went away for a few days, for exams, but it came back, even if in a less severe form.
i want to accomplish things everyday even if that means crocheting a few motifs, reading a few chapters, watching a few episodes. i will try to write, but as i have said time and time again, i am uninspired. i am unambitious.
i am... tired.