~~*epic announcement trumpet solo*~~
*I shuffle awkwardly to center stage and tap on the mic. It screeches and I hurriedly put a hand over it before clearing my throat when the sound stops*
So, uh.... haha... it's been a minute guys ლ'°v °)ᕗ
I apologize for my abrupt and extended absence; the past six months have been... difficult. I've been very lost in life; and stress, mental illnesses, health and mental special needs have hit me at full force. I've had to take significant time off to learn to manage everything, as well as learn how to get my feet under me after some changes in my life. However, I've learned a lot, and I've taught myself a lot, and really happy to say that the past month or so has been the most at peace with myself and with the world that I've ever been, thanks to falling back onto religion and surrendering myself completely. Although my journey is nowhere near over, and there will be many more mountains and valleys in the road, I'm learning how to live life where I am now, and I couldn't be happier and more grateful for that.
Now, to talk about the state and future of this account.
I just wanna say that my interests have gone off to other things lately, and shockingly, they've stayed on them. I never really thought it would happen but.... I'm moving on from The Steve Saga. I've gained other focuses and I'm not violently obsessive like I used to be, and I think that's good. I'm growing. And I love them but I'm not clutching to them anymore because they're no longer my lifeline.
However, I would like to say that, *ahem*, IM STILL GONNA WRITE IT. I LOVE THESE GAYS. THEY'RE MY BABIES, THEY ALWAYS WILL BE. I am FINISHING Letters To Nowhere if it is the LAST THING I DO I SWEAR-
I haven't updated anything in MONTHS, I knowww. Consistent updates are not going to happen for me. I'm just gonna say it. I mean, we been knew, but I was kinda in denial for awhile about that TvT
ACK I'm running out of characters, i'll continue on the next one-