Luciel_Anciel

I'm actually not dead
          	I'm still working on a chapter xD 

LeticiaMunizMartins

@ Luciel_Anciel  Do you rp?
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LeticiaMunizMartins

@ Luciel_Anciel  Thx what do you think about Ugya?
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Luciel_Anciel

@LeticiaMunizMartins 
          	  Keep on doing the things you love
          	  I think the OC are a-okay!
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Luciel_Anciel

I'm actually not dead
          I'm still working on a chapter xD 

LeticiaMunizMartins

@ Luciel_Anciel  Do you rp?
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LeticiaMunizMartins

@ Luciel_Anciel  Thx what do you think about Ugya?
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Luciel_Anciel

@LeticiaMunizMartins 
            Keep on doing the things you love
            I think the OC are a-okay!
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Luciel_Anciel

Not sure if anyone noticed my dissaperance xD
          But lately, I've been fixating on Dead Plate! And I've been rewriting my oneshots to post 'em on A03! 
          
          So— I'll be posting a DeadPlate Oneshot book soon!

Ginersnap2010

@Luciel_Anciel, do you need any ideas I've been seeing a ton on tumblr that are pretty cool
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Luciel_Anciel

@Ginersnap2010 
            Ah, I've still been struggling with writing LMK T0T 
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Ginersnap2010

@Luciel_Anciel I went to ao3 and I love the updates for concentration and I'm excited for future prompts on Whatpad, I can't wait to see what you'll do with the lady-bone demon idea! but don't feel rushed and take as long as you need  :)
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Luciel_Anciel

Haii! To those wondering about the sudden updates, it's just certain changes xD
          Feel free to unfollow me or unfriend me, literally anything (just ignore me)
          
          I am changing the old titles, into Peachynoodles or Fruitynoodles, basically it's now
          Wukong x MK
          Macaque x MK 
          
          Honestly, Imma stop caring if people hate it or if I'm called a proshipper. Because both of them are not families, even MK doesn't consider Wukong nor Macaque as a father figure, it's just because of the fandom
          I wrote it to be romantic, but I was scared when many individuals harassed me about it.
          
          Now, I just don't care anymore
          I'll write what I want to write.
          

Luciel_Anciel

@Disciple-of-Osiris It absolutely felt so suffocating to pretend so I won't get hurt or harassed but now, Idgaf.
            They can just scroll and leave.
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Luciel_Anciel

Hewooo EvewyyNyahh~~~ xD 
          But jokes aside, I'm not feeling the best these couple of months, hence the haitus and rarely updating my works x3
          I'm working on arts though struggling a lot lately and it's hard for me to write anymore.
          Thanks to everyone that messaged and have stayed with me, these years/months or even weeks. My audience might be small but you guys are so wholesome, I couldn't ask for better peeps < 3

Luciel_Anciel

(Vent)
          Another one— If any lets me vent in their dms, I'll appreciate that. It feels like I'm being an attention seeker when I do this but I'm to exhausted or afraid to reach out. 
          
          

PerversionStalker

You’re always welcome to chat with me (whenever you’re comfortable), sugar 
            Also you’re not an attention seeker if you feel like venting what’s troubling you or etc, you have friends (or acquaintances) that are there when you need them 
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sugarkookies777

@Luciel_Anci IDK IF YOU REMEMBER ME BUT I REMEMBER YOU, YOUR MASTERPIECES, AND YOU, THE MASTERPIECE. Please, you can always talk to me... ik it might be uncomfortable, its been a long while since we've talked- we weren't that close before too :( but I'll always be here for you!
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Luciel_Anciel

(Vent)
          
          I can't bring myself to hate you.
          A part of me still wishes we would be able to talk and have a nice chitchat but with my current state— It won't be possible. I should stop expecting that I'm important anymore, I should stop expecting I mean something to you or to anyone. I need to move on, but it's difficult when the impact has been huge.
          I'm weak, I admit so I'll have no choice but to walk away even when it hurts. What choice do I have? I am no help, I am useless— just another miserable person on the internet.
          Even if we stay connected, I will only bring you arguements and misery due to my unrequited feelings. You seem happy with someone else instead, with other people so that's good— you won't need me anymore.
          Not like I bring anything good on the table
          
          Though I cannot forget about you.
          Please forget about me.
          And forget about everything (But I have a feeling you've already moved on and surely, it won't be as hard since I wasn't that memorable or important to begin with) 

NorlaChing

@Luciel_Anci Wether you think you deserve the love and support we give you or not.
            
            We’ll still be here to take care of you till the end of the world our lives, I’m also love you as you are my Dad — a Dad who was always there for me and a Dad that I never had issues with, fighting, cultural differences, etc.
            
            And since you’ve done so much for me, for us. We wanna be here giving you lots of love and probably drowning you in blankets, affection and a bunch of teddy bears for some reason-
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PerversionStalker

I think you should take this moment and be happy with yourself that you know are aware of these feelings. Yes it will be difficult to move forward and seeing yourself in negative light but don’t let that stop you from overthinking things, try to relax yourself and breathe.
            I would say either talk about these feelings towards them, even if you know it wouldn’t work out and that way that can slowly allow you to move forward with no regrets, but I have a feeling that you won’t which is fine. 
            I’m sorry that it hurts rn but know that overtime the pain will be less bearable and hopefully two can become friends again then you can look back at this memory a few years later with no pain but laughter. 
            Sorry if I repeated myself or some part doesn’t make sense, sugar. @Luciel_Anci 
            
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Disciple-of-Osiris

@Luciel_Anci Here's to hoping you feel better soon and here have a second teddy bear
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