Lucifer24

Hey everyone! So I made a YouTube channel, and it's really more of a place for me to show off any stories that won't be in writing  or following after a certain book I have. There are also character backstories in the form of Music videos. If you're interested to see my work go here https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC1SFDjNjg6oTcLdRgnC95JA
          	I'm not sure if you'll like the content but it's something I've found joy in doing and I hope to continue in the future! Thanks for all the support until now. Until next time!

Lucifer24

Hey everyone! So I made a YouTube channel, and it's really more of a place for me to show off any stories that won't be in writing  or following after a certain book I have. There are also character backstories in the form of Music videos. If you're interested to see my work go here https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC1SFDjNjg6oTcLdRgnC95JA
          I'm not sure if you'll like the content but it's something I've found joy in doing and I hope to continue in the future! Thanks for all the support until now. Until next time!

Lucifer24

Hey everyone! It's been a while since I've been active. I recently posted a preview of a personal story I started the beginning of my senior year.  It's the very first chapter of a project that I've been so proud to write. It has not yet been finished and do not expect to finish it soon. The book is called Disillusions and no, it will not be posted here. I justed wanted to get some thoughts on if any of you guys would be interested to read more. Please read it and give me your thoughts! I'll be anxiously waiting to hear from you guys!

adrian_e_exe

@Lucifer24  okay thank you :)
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Lucifer24

@pandacuff You only need to pay creators. I know because I already have an account.
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Lucifer24

I've been thinking to myself a lot lately. I started this account about 4 or 5 years ago. At the time, I was determined to write and have people just enjoy my stories. When I look back, I can definitely see how much ambition I had. How much fun it was just writing purely because I enjoyed it and it was fun. Now, it's still fun but I'm just not sure of myself. I feel like I was a lot happier back then. Lately all I've felt is stress building up and my depression is getting a lot worse. It's not easy explaining how I feel. I've been on hiatus for a while because I've been writing a secret story that I am only allowing specific people to read and I was proud with what I have written for it so far. However, lately I've been feeling as if something is missing. I can't explain it well. I've come so close to just deleting everything I have, start over and forget. This is the first time I'll ever mention this but I have someone I look up to a lot. They are talented and amazing and I wonder if I'll ever be able to reach that. As time passes, I realize how far ahead they've gone. I feel like I've been left behind and It's only now starting to really get to me. No matter how much I wish, I can't get close to them. I feel like an idiot, just blinding following them. I'm not even sure if I can still write anymore. I just... don't have the confidence I used to. I wonder to myself sometimes, what would I give to have them read my stories? What would I sacrifice to just have them notice a little? All of these things are bothering me. Suddenly I realized, they wouldn't notice. No matter how hard I try, they'll keep moving on ahead and I'll stay in the same place I've always been, struggling. I won't blame them though. I know that they're extremely busy with everything happening. But I do feel a bit lonely. I don't know when I'll post again, but I'll keep trying for a bit longer. I don't want to give up halfway. Sorry for rambling on and thanks for listening.
          
          ~Lucifer24

Deadly_Kawaii

@Lucifer24 hey you don't hope, cause I know you will, if writing is that much to you , then you will (:
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Lucifer24

@Deadly_Kawaii That means a lot to me. Thanks. I'm taking a break from writing for a while because my college classes are my top priority and I just need some time to myself for now. When I feel better, I hope to continue writing and putting out more content I'm proud of.
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Deadly_Kawaii

@Lucifer24 you need to get up on the ride, your just no there YET ,patience is the best way to get somewhere , but not without hardwork, you'll get there if you do what you need to do, go experiment new emotions to inspire you new stuff giving you more feeling , experience best way to keep on with something is taking a break and experience , sometimes everything seems so dark, but not if you do it by heart , if you need a friend I'll be friend, forever until the end .
            
            So you can feel lighter on your toes (:
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Lucifer24

Hey guys! So I would like to announce that I have officially started working on the revision of His Life is My Life. It will take quite a while since I have limited time to write, so if you want read it one last time, I'd suggest before it gets taken down. That being said, though I have great friends, none of them enjoy reading so if you don't mind me asking, I would like to ask that if any of you are interested in getting a copy of the revised version and proof reading for me, that would be great! I'm only taking three people at this time, so please PM me to let me know if you are interested. I'm sorry for now just getting back to you and as always thanks for the continued support.

Lucifer24

Hey guys! Okay, so I have the list of the books that are going to be completely taken off Wattpad.
          -His life is my life series (Includes Our Life, Disaster)
          -Tainted Love
          -Parallel Universe
          -The Boy I love
          -Don't lose yourself in hate!
          I'm very sorry for the short notice but these books will be completely taken off in a couple of weeks. Some other books will also be taken off for a short period of time until I completely re-edit and then re-upload them. If you have any questions or concerns, feel free to message me and I will make sure to get right back to you. Once again, thank you for your time and understanding. Stay Awesome!
          Lucifer~

Lucifer24

Hey guys! So lately I've been doing a lot of thinking and decided that I'm going to be taking some of my books off Wattpad. Some will be revised and I will reupload those once they're finished and a lot better than they are right now. Others, I'm going to take off Wattpad for good. I will be keeping those books so I can revise and I'm going to be asking my cousin to help me set up a Patreon. I know I made a ton of promises that I couldn't keep and I'm extremely sorry. I hope you understand. I'll be coming out with the list of books I'm completely taking off Wattpad and will not be reuploading once rewritten.  If you have any questions, just message me and I'll do my best to answer. Stay Awesome!
          Lucifer~

Lucifer24

@Lucifer24 What are you so upset about? Your gonna do the same thing anyways -_-
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UBetterBelieveIt

This may be a bit cruel....but u could make it so that the reason he is in a coma is because of all the self doubt. Or it is a side effect of Luca's "forget memories". Either way, he cannot get out of it until he relives every single one of his memories.

Lucifer24

@UBetterBelieveIt That's an even better idea that what I was thinking. Honestly I wasn't gonna really gonna do anything with Kiyoshi for a few chapters and I was kinda worried how that would turn out but the side effect sounds really good. Thanks so much for the suggestion.
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