Lucifer_Knows

Dolly Parton just passed away nobody speak to me

Lucifer_Knows

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I hate having conversations with my family about my future because the reason I “don’t know” is because I don’t see a future for myself because I don’t plan on living that long but I can’t say all of that can I?
          
          If before we were born we could pick where to be born, what we look like and our personality I’d trade to do that in a heartbeat other than that I can’t stand to be who I am. And before y’all worry I’m probably not going to kill myself no matter how fucking tempting it is, I need a therapist.

Lucifer_Knows

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@BilsbaeB no deadass it’s the worst feeling in the world, and then sometimes I feel guilty because I love my family I’m just not satisfied with myself or my life and where I live and the PEOPLE I live around and a bunch other bullshit
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BilsbaeB

sometimes i think we had the option to come here, pick our our family and “design” ourselves but then i look around…like i chose THIS?? i feel you girl, and you’re not alone
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Lucifer_Knows

Banning smut on this app is craaaaaaaaaazy it’s all we’re on this app for 

Lucifer_Knows

@Lili-Jay apparently it’s in their new guidelines I saw a post on tik tok
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Lili-Jay

They actually did that?
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Lucifer_Knows

I’ve been so obsessed with American Horror Story lately since they announced season 13, I’m mad as hell Taissa isn’t coming back I’m going to miss Zoe and Violet my two favorite girls fr. Plus Misty Day. I’m re watching the first three seasons Murder House Asylum and Coven ngl I didn’t finish Asylum because I thought it was boring when I watched it years ago, but now thinking back on it, it was one of the coolest seasons ever and I really don’t know why I doubted it so I can’t wait to start it over and finish it all the way through. Coven and Apocalypse are my favorite hands down.

BilsbaeB

I AGREE WITH ALL OF THIS
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Lucifer_Knows

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I’m at that point in my life where I don’t even want to try to be happy because I’m so tired, I shut everyone out after I graduated I hated high school and everyone in it, I hate this stupid city I live in, I hate that I’ve been rejected by everyone and the only people that call pretty are my friends and family. I haven’t left my house in months, I no longer put myself out there and no longer know how to talk to people I constantly think about dying everyday I’m so fucking doneee.
          
          I don’t know I just needed to rant cause I’m also at the point where I feel bad for myself and that’s the only reason I cry other than that I don’t cry, this feels like a personal diary now since I can’t tell people anything this might be deleted later.
          

Lucifer_Knows

@littleonegothic yes I cried it out and I feel a little better :) and thank you I appreciate the offer
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littleonegothic

@Lucifer_Knows r u ok? I here if u want someone to talk to
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deliaerouse

hiee
          just finished reading both the parts of just 7 minutes and i wanted to ask if u could please add more billie and cassie scenes? i know you may have your own ideas and plans but i would love to read more about them and their relationship!!