LuckyGoatDec6

Doctrine and Covenants 6: 36 "Look unto me in every thought, doubt not, fear not"

LuckyGoatDec6

Guysssssss I need helpppp
          
          You know when you get butterflies reading a really romantic part in your books? Or maybe it's a K-Drama or a cheesy rom-com and you get butterflies watching the scenes unfold. 
          Or for my Kotlc followers, you know when Keefe and Sophie Kiss? Has that given you butterflies?
          
          I get them. But only for books. But now I've met someone and I have butterflies for that someone which has never happened with any of my crushes. Ever. Idk what to do. Do you want to know what started the butterflies? 

LuckyGoatDec6

Ok so... how do I explain this....
          
          
          I used to have a crush of 3 years. I nicknamed him pinball so that's what we are gonna use for this story. Anyway, Pinball... ummm... he used to appear in my dreams really often. And they stopped around December of last year. It wasn't like anything bad... it was more like "oh look I see Pinball over there!" 
          
          There was one dream when he kissed me but we aren't gonna talk about that, that one is long and crazy...
          
          So yeah, they stopped around December. And i want to point out, i've since stopped liking him (mostly... you never truly forget a long term crush but i tried).Two nights ago, he reappeared. But the dreams were worse (or better depending on your point of view). And I had a succession of multiple dreams that night. They were different but it was the same place, same time, same people, but different settings of the place.
          
          These dreams weren't "oh I see pinball!" They were "oh I'm seeing pinball!" As in dating. He kept taking me on my dream date. No pun intended. My dream date is to be at an amusement park with my boyfriend and to be able to have my first kiss during sunset on anything that wasn't the ferris wheel cause the ferris wheel makes it a little to cliché you know? But that's my dream date. And Pinball kept taking me to the same amusement park, and during sunset he always tried to kiss me on different rides. I woke up right before his lips met mine each time before going back to sleep almost instantly and having the same dream. 
          
          Then today, I'm watching a video about psychological facts, FACTS!, and the first one of 80 popped up saying "if your crush appears in your dreams that means he is thinking of you and misses you."  (Yes I do believe in this kinda stuff mostly cause it's cool to me.)
          
          He doesn't like me. I know this. But he keeps appearing in my dreams. And the fact that I'm moving very shortly might have something to do with it.  But this kinda scares me. My brain has issues.

LuckyGoatDec6

I need to complain real quick to yall. You did nothing bad or wrong, what I have to complain about is not your fault at all. STRAY KIDS IS IN SEATTLE RIGHT NOW AND IM GONNA CRY BECAUSE THEIR SO CLOSE YET SO FAR (cause unfortunately for me, i live in Tennessee)AND I JUST WANT TO SEE THEM! And I know that they are gonna be in Georgia (Atlanta to be exact) in literally two and a half weeks. Which is even closer. BUT IM BROKE AND CANT DO ANYTHING! My mom (unknowingly) keeps rubbing it in that my best friend is going to their Atlanta Concert but I'm not. XD TT
          
          Sorry... idk but I love using caps... makes things more dramatic for me ya know? *sigh* *cri* 
          
          Do any of yall feel this pain? Being so close to the people that you admire yet be so far?

LuckyGoatDec6

What's the best feeling in the world for you?

LuckyGoatDec6

@LuckyGoatDec6 
            I feel that. But I'm homeschooled so I barely have that issue! But still understandable. My friends keep fighting over how well their test scores are! Lol
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Velvet_Inkx

@LuckyGoatDec6 No exm stresses is the best feeling the world for me :)
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