💫Just A💫

I like him. he asks me for a coffee date. many times. he started asking since 2018. i always say 'next year'. not because my feelings faded. but because for years. i am not confident.  with myself. my status. my career. 2022 came. waiting for the same question he asks for years.   it did not come. now that i am working on my confidence. reviving what i had lost. now i lost him. because of my lack of self confednece. trying to look better. i lost him. i am currently living with what ifs. what if i said yes to the coffee?. will you still be able to meet her?. or we will be creating memories now?. 

I know you don't have an account here, so I can say whatever I want to say, I like you , that is the question you always ask, ILIKEYOU but can't say it, ILIKEYOU but .........

I read this story for 25th times now and I still can't get enough, now I am still reading it that I almost memorized the events and the conversation in the story.. i read a lot of books, one book per month is my goal but this is my favorite and it changed my perception that wattpad is cheap..Shame on me' it's not. Great author.