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College makes me hate everything and everyone. It's stressful. I hate that I can't be good enough to finish books that have taken me years to write. I hate that when I get home I feel just flat out too tired to do anything. I hate that I can't even make time for myself. I hate that assignments take DAYS to finish. I hate that I'm doing all this and I don't even know what for. I hate that I let everyone down. Writing used to be an outlet for me, now it just feels like another thing I don't ever have time for. I'm stressed. I'm tired. I haven't even updated Obsessive in like a month or 2 and somehow just thinking about going to my laptop makes me overwhelmed. I hate that I'm staying in college for my mom, so I can make her proud and be the best mom I can be for my son. I don't wanna do this anymore.
Fuck this life of mine.