Ludicin

I wonder how much of an existential crisis I'll have if I stop taking my medication. (I've been carrying this feeling of despair since I was a child).
          
          It's like jumping into the void and never coming back. 
          It's something that will surely consume me forever.

I was recently put on the maximum dose of antidepressants.
          The emptiness I feel inside is only getting worse. Therapy doesn't work for me. I'm not receptive and I often feel like crying.
          
          I've suffered from dysthymia since I was a child, and now it's draining me more than ever.
          
          I've always been someone who thinks about the meaning of life, and having a hopeless outlook on life is pushing me to my limits. 
          Because what's the point of it all?
          
          Don't worry about me. I just wanted to express myself a little.
          
          I hope you're all doing well.
          Take care of yourselves.

I am officially announcing Volume 2 of the sequel to “When Monika Looked Away”!
          
          I am extremely happy to be able to write the rest of the story. I have made up my mind: it is better to separate the story and make it into a second volume. 
          
          I won't give any more details, it will be out soon and will cover new concepts and themes. 
          
          I hope you like it.
          
          - Ludicin

The Undertale fanfiction is still in development!
          
          I know, it may seem impossible given the pace I'm keeping with the DDLC fanfiction, but it's true.
          
          So this post will be reserved for Undertale fans.
          No, I haven't abandoned the story, but I admit that I've been prioritizing DDLC (much to the delight of DDLC readers).
          However, I promise that the next chapters are in development.
          In fact, I'm going to slow down the development of DDLC a little for Undertale, so stay tuned.
          DDLC readers, I know that my current fanfiction is one of the only DDLC fanfictions still in development, so don't worry, I'm not abandoning you.
          
          See you soon,
          
          - Ludicin

I would like to make a recommendation that is close to my heart.
          I am speaking to DDLC fans. And to those who want to rediscover this game in a proper way.
          Euro Brady is a therapist who inspires me. He has a YouTube channel and just a few weeks ago, he started a DDLC let's play.
          I have never found anyone as composed, patient, and empathetic as this person during a DDLC let's play. 
          He has a deep understanding and empathy for the four girls, and I highly recommend rediscovering DDLC through this person in order to better understand the psychological repercussions of Monika, Sayori, Yuri, and Natsuki. This is important to me.
          
          I think he inspired me deep down in my consciousness. 
          I also think that I always wanted to become a therapist. But I focused on other skills, such as programming and cybersecurity.
          I have always been interested in psychology and in understanding how people function in certain circumstances. The diversity of this subject has always fascinated me.
          That's why I decided to write this fanfiction.

The chapter that will be published in a few moments will be the most important chapter in the story.
          Perhaps also the most impactful in terms of reversal.
          
          Please read the chapter as carefully as possible.
          A new adventure awaits us.
          
          I look forward to hearing your thoughts.
          
          See you soon,
          
          - Ludicin

"Two lovers entwined pass me by
          And Heaven knows, I'm miserable now
          I was looking for a job and then I found a job
          And Heaven knows, I'm miserable now..."
          (yeah, i love the smiths pretty much...)
          
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          I'm currently writing the next chapter. Officially, the 30th chapter.
          It will be the first chapter that's a bit of a “special edition.”
          Some of you who wanted to see peace between the club members might like it.
          I think I can give you this gift because my fanfiction is too depressing at the moment.
          
          I hope you enjoy it.
          
          See you soon, and take care.
          
          - Ludicin

Back home.
          I'll be able to resume the long-awaited project on DDLC.
          
          See you soon,
          
          - Ludicin

          Three new chapters are lined up for the long-awaited continuation of the DDLC fanfiction.
          We've made it.
          Once again, stay tuned. It's coming.
          
          See you soon, reader.
          
          – Ludicin

Hi,
          
          I know I took my time. I needed it.
          Right now, it's hard for me to live with my depression.
          They've increased my medication.
          So I'm trying. Really.
          But...
          
          The next chapters of my DDLC fanfiction will resume soon.
          So... stay tuned. Alright?
          
          Everything will be okay.
          Never forget: your feelings matter.
          
          - Ludicin