I was in a pool for 3 hours, ate breakfast at 10 in the morning and went to eat 4 slices of pizza at 4 for dinner right? 6 hours without eating or drinking water. So when I ate the 4 slices of pizza, my mom says to me “so much?!” When I didn’t eat for 6 hours. Now I regret ever eating anything. I act so happy in here but in reality I can’t deal with life anymore. Everything is always my fault. Ever since I was a child, I had low self esteem. She thinks yelling is the solution to everything. It’s why I want someone to roleplay with, to get everything out of my head.