~Lukea-Duke~

i love you.

i guess i just want to have mattered to you the way you matter to me.

sometimes i wonder if you even remember me. those videos/pictures i sent. those late nights. those convos in the middle of the afternoon on a saturday. my stories. did any of it matter? does it linger on your mind the way everything you did lingers on mine? 
          
          ...i guess i'll never know. but i'll never stop wondering.

happy birthday.

almost two years since i last saw you. it never stops sucking.

getting closer to being real adults. you'd better be out of highschool by now. you'll be able to drink in the us, you know? i'm going to buy smth for that day, so i'll drink for the two of us, i guess.

merry christmas.

i'm getting married in a year or two. you were supposed to be co-best man.

https://www.twitch.tv/tigercat1080?sr=a

if i could have one thing, it would be to see you again.