Lulububbles_Is_Tired

i just want to say, i now use ao3 much more then this, sorry, if you want to see stuff i've posted on there the link is on my page in the links part :D

So season 7 is ending soon and i'm not sure i'm gonna finish Evil arrives...
          i know how i want to end it but my motivation is just gone
          also on the same note i want to write my dragon!xisuma fic at some point i wanted to write it in season 7 but i feel that will end badly

saw this on the hermitpad recap and went :D i want to do this so yeah
          its pretty much creating a list of small things that make you happy except i just listed things which i could see that i like
          
          - hugging stuffed/plush animals, specifically, the giant shark from ikea, the weird cat from a claw machine and my small bat
          - my disappointed mini dragon statute thing that watches me while i sleep
          - fiddling with those twirly hair tie things
          - the giant halloween prop spider that watches over my clothing in the corner of my room
          - watching matches burn out while holding them (be careful when doing that and also i just thought of that, i don't normally do that but it's cool)

So i logged back into my account on pixel pets (a game i used to play) and all the artists i looked up to are either gone(account deleted) or have quit. 
          its an interesting feeling honestly, lots of nostalgia and loss. 
          i guess i hope those artists are doing alright.

OK ORCHESTRA IS OUT!
          currently listening to it

New profile pic, i made it for ao3 and then was like sure my profile pic could be updated on here (no i don't have the same username on there don't try to find me)

This happened ages ago but i thought i'd share
          So one of my friends asked me a question about a thing i'm interested in (dream smp) and i was really happy cause like yay i can talk about this but then i remembered that one of my other friends was there and they said it was cringy so i just kind of shrugged and said i don't know so now they probably wont bring it up again(not like i have any clue what is happening on there currently i'm not caught up)
          its just annoying and i wanted to vent

ALSO! have this i've been staring at this for awhile and my favorite one was the sand one(even though i really dislike sand)
          https://every-block-board.tumblr.com/

Struggling to do the conversing with people today, my dad keeps coming into my room to talk to me about something and i don't want to be rude but i am not listening apologies your conversation topic may be interesting but i'm sorry no 
          and now i feel like a bad person

just consumed a tomato like an apple,
          anyhow how has your day been?