Luluturtle

I don't know if I believe in any of the bible anymore. I can't talk to my family about this, since they'll feel bad that they 'failed me' and I don't want to deal with the weird guilt that I'll get, and my friends don't want to talk to me about it because they "don't want to influence my opinions" which I respect, but I feel like I need someone in real life to unload my mind on.
          
          Also, I love going to church. A lot of my best friends go there, and, while I know that there are many churches that are abusive in different way, my church is very progressive(sorta) but I don't want to fully not believe because I want to stay friends with this people.
          
          Figuring out my sexuality probably had something to do with this, and a woman at my church (with no leadership) tell me that people who don't believe in the bible are going to burn in hell. She was talking about some of my other best friends.
          
          I like turtles!!

TURTLES ARE AWESOME!!!!! (i have one personality trait)

So apparently not everyone has constant thoughts about how other people are just pretending to like them? That's just a me thing? Also, the need to feel helpful all the time? That's not something that happens to everyone?

@AngelSlayer5 I’ve been enjoying it a lot, thank you for writing it!