Lumesse

Ykw I desperately miss my safe person

Getting on my knees manifesting for those lesbian glow ups

Wow kind words make me cry considerate people make me cry kittens snuggling up to me make me cry my niece staring at me makes me cry seeing an old snack I used to eat makes me cry EVERYTHING MAKES ME CRY EVERYDAY ffs urgh

I swear I've seen statues with broader emotional ranges than the principal...

I swear the only thing I'm kissing in my life is the floor.

For the first time I want school to start so I can be away. Even if it meams I'm escaping to hell.

Sacabambaspis is my favorite 

The random burst of energy for a week then sudden draining for a month. That's the cycle, anything to keep your mind off of it too.

I feel like everytime someone gets a text from me they'd frown and be like "eww" or when I'm excited they'd think I'm childish and annoying and everytime I tell someone something about me or my day they'd be forced to listen and just sit there waiting for me to finally be finished so they can go off or they'd turn off their notifications and respond Hours later and be like "yay" or something and be done. I feel like I'm forcing everyone into something they do not wish to participate in and I have no business telling them something about my day or what I'm doing or who I'm talking to I'm just bring annoying af I should just shut up but I'm scared because everytime I make this decision I end up in an argument and I have to go back to normal and so the cycle continues

Alcoholic and drug addict aside..I absolutely loathe gambling addicts..