LumiLikesToWrite
Chat I just realized if you look at your social feed in the notifications you can see what others have commented.
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I was rereading some of my books and....
Yeah I'm u publishing the Alien Stage fic it's so buns and I hate the plot I had for it.
CChococinnamon
@LumiLikesToWrite I get it </3 I can barely write because once I try to write then read old drafts it's genuinely so ahh that I have to urge to re-write it
-amistymemory-
@LumiLikesToWrite Bro I hate reading my old stuff.. like tf you mean 12 year old me came up with lines such as “bench pressed crayon”?
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wow I should update my 91 basement children are probably on the brink of dying of starvation sorry basement children
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CHAT I LIVED YAY
why does my house feel smaller than before thinking emoji
wishchie
WORKS 6 AND...7
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@wishchie maybe ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ (4 days late because wattpad didnt notify me......wattpad when i catch you wattpad)
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@wishchie s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s--s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-SIX SEVEN?!?!?!??!?!?!/1/??!?!?!?!/!?!?!1/?!?!?1?1?1?1
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Guys going on a plane again but in case we get hit by a missile ilyg ｡◕‿◕｡
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"At the crossroads, keep moving forward" -Derek/D3r_Lord3
The whole series was peak cinema and I am now in tears.
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hi. I'm feeling better after venting about THAT situation but I probably won't bring it up again. Thank you to everyone who talked to me, you all genuinely brought me comfort and I cried. I'm grateful y'all are in my life <3
also because I wanna lighten up the mood uhh have you guys seen the the uh the new emoji like the one that looks fanmade idk how else to explain it vro
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are bluuberies dark blue or burple
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this message may be offensive
TW: MENTIONS OF **GR00M1NG**, MENTIONS OF **PUK1NG**, CURSING
It lowkey feels weird still having a crush only about a year almost(?) after getting... gr00med? I think? I don't wanna think about it too much.
But it makes me feel like what happened wasn't that bad if I'm still able to connect with other people, even if I avoid the app I met him on like the plague. Just being on the app fills me with a type of dread that makes me wanna puke. I feel like he'll pop up in my messages and try again. Try to convince me he's changed, that he promises not to do it anymore. I mean I've already blocked him and his alts ( that I know of) but even when I see my friends or my crush's contacts pop up I fear opening it, because what if it's actually him? What if all this time, it's been him? I don't want to lose friends, but I don't want to directly talk about it to them either so I make stupid fuck1ng excuses. So now it looks like I don't care about them when I do, I really really do, but I'm scared and just thinking about it makes me drained. Even TALKING to anyone drains me.
I just wanna go home. I don't wanna be in indonesia anymore. I don't care about the stupid palm trees. I wanna go back to my comfort spot and just cry myself to sleep there without worrying someone is gonna walk in on me.
Talking about this makes me wanna puke but it's better than holding it in for another year.
Anyways that's the silly silly story of why I don't use discord that much anymore !1!1!
can someone tell me it'll be alright because I've been hiding this for so damn long I don't think I can hold myself together anymore.
Loveurselfx3
@LumiLikesToWrite I know I’m a Bit Late and you said you wouldn’t mention it anymore but I just want to say I genuinely feel empathy for you and hope that you’ll get better fast. I’ll always recommend calling hotlines (helplines?) for that kind of stuff. I know you may feel like you don’t need it or it won’t do anything but for one it can feel good talking about your problems with a real person (out loud) especially if you don’t know them very well and they may also be able to help you handle this situation in a way that doesn’t feel as overwhelming (I hope im making sense T^T) or tell you techniques handling your anxiety regarding the app/memories abt the person that traumatized you. I’m truly wishing you the best and I believe in you. You can do this!!
Princesse0124
@LumiLikesToWrite Oh my baby...first do not ever think that what you got through wasn't that bad, you can try forgetting it─but never minimize what happened. I want you to also know you have plenty of supports around the world, and your fear is justified, you're not a coward or anything. I really hope you'll be better in the futur, and dw EVERYTHING will be alright!! We love you, take care Lumi<33