Lumiere09

Dang it! I just wanna throw myself off a cliff

Lumiere09

I know, this day will come
          
          The day when I'm  starting to focus in my life
          
          The questions :
          What are my goals? 
          How can I make my dream come true? 
          How cam I make myself happy with what I'm doing? 
          For what I'm living for? 
          How much the budget for travel, to do extreme activities that i want, to upgrade my art skills 
          And there's more
          
          And the important thing is, 
          
          When this day comes
          
          That's mean I'm tired with the people around me. 
          I'm tired for always trying to be perfect for them so that i will not break their heart
          I'm tired for having fake hope
          
          So i decides to make my self happy
          In my own way
          And maybe i'll ignore a lot of people 
          
          So here,  i just wanna say sorry to the the people that i ignored
          
          Your presence in my life are something 
          But your presence beside me is nothing
          
          Got it? If not well just forget about it. 
          Oh and also about me
          
          Thank you