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Hey! How are you doing and are you still alive?

Does anyone know how to get good at acting? I want to be able to pretend I'm okay when I'm not. If anyone has any tips please let me know asap

Ever see a stereotype about your sexuality that you really fit and then proceed to feel really validated and not straight? cos meeee toooooo

bruh the new miraculous episode was just gold. Luka is definitely the therapist friend and why did someone want to be a cucumber when they were a kid I- XD

does anyone have any netflix/bbc iplayer suggestions?

congrats for 100 on youtube!!

Well kissing is really addictive smh. I had my first few kisses today and uh also- nvm- how are you all?

Spam me with any question you want. Ask me anything gbfdbg

Well, good for you, I guess you moved on really easily
          You found a new girl and it only took a couple weeks
          Remember when you said that you wanted to give me the world? (Ah-ah-ah-ah)
          And good for you, I guess that you've been workin' on yourself
          I guess that therapist I found for you, she really helped
          Now you can be a better man for your brand new girl
          
          Well, good for you, you look happy and healthy, not me
          If you ever cared to ask
          Good for you, you're doin' great out there without me, baby
          God, I wish that I could do that
          I've lost my mind, I've spent the night
          Cryin' on the floor of my bathroom
          But you're so unaffected, I really don't get it
          But I guess good for you
          
          Well, good for you, I guess you're gettin' everything you want (ah)
          You bought a new car and your career's really takin' off (ah)
          It's like we never even happened
          Baby, what the fuck is up with that? (Ha)
          And good for you, it's like you never even met me
          Remember when you swore to God I was the only
          Person who ever got you?
          Well, screw that and screw you
          You will never have to hurt the way you know that I do
          
          Well, good for you, you look happy and healthy, not me
          If you ever cared to ask
          Good for you, you're doin' great out there without me, baby
          God, I wish that I could do that
          I've lost my mind, I've spent the night
          Cryin' on the floor of my bathroom
          But you're so unaffected, I really don't get it
          But I guess good for you
          
          Ah-ah-ah-ah
          Ah-ah-ah-ah
          
          Maybe I'm too emotional
          But your apathy's like a wound in salt
          Maybe I'm too emotional
          Or maybe you never cared at all
          Maybe I'm too emotional
          Your apathy is like a wound in salt
          Maybe I'm too emotional
          Or maybe you never cared at all
          
          Well, good for you, you look happy and healthy, not me
          If you ever cared to ask
          Good for you, you're doin' great out there without me, baby
          Like a damn sociopath
          I've lost my mind, I've spent the night
          Cryin' on the floor of my bathroom
          But you're so unaffected, I really don't get it
          But I guess good for you
          
          
          
          

Aah so quick life update cos everything's been crazy. 
          So yk the date thingy, wellll I talked to our mutual friend about it (he's known him for a while but doesn't get on that well with him I think) and I talked to one of my best mates about it (who also knows him) and they reckon that the dude who asked me out was just messing with me and didn't actually mean it. 
          To be very honest, I'm pretty sure they're telling the truth, especially because on the day he asked me out, I saw him streaming his dms to his mate who was also in it. Maybe there's an innocent reason or summat, but looking at everything it makes more sense for it to be a joke, especially since we haven't known each other for that long and apparently, they're known for taking the piss and messing with people all the time. (It's why one of my mates doesn't talk to him much anymore). 
          Anyways, idk what's going on and it's the point I don't really care tbh. This is too much all for a date with a guy I barely know well. So yeah. I probably got played. Fun fun fun.
          
          That aside, there's also someone else I- AAH. I really talk to too many people tbh. T^T Yeah I totally didn't accept a rando friend request on snapchat (again) and ended up flirting/clicking with this person (again) who apparently literally lives 20 mins from me who uh invited me to come and walk his dog and just vibe and he's been- we've been talking- and some- I- spicy- 
          AAAAAAAHH 
          Yeah idk what imma do about that especially cos online safety yk yk.
          That aside, I also have this piano competition. That I entered and now I'm a finalist and there's a cash prize and we're watching it tomorrow and the winner is gonna be announced and there's a cash prize~~POLSYNDETON
          Anyway
          Also also so I'm proud of myself cos I moved form last year and had no friends in that form and now I'm going out with some ppl after exams, whichh is probs only the fourth time I've gone out with friends. Which sounds sad, ik XD. But yeah, I'm proud of finally being social aah~