Luna-In_aBlaNk3t

Last time I posted anything was June 10th and now it's October 6th I'm sorry I'm not dead thankfully but my life is looking up finally has been for a few months I have a boyfriend sadly it's a LDR but he's supposed to be coming to visit me next month in February near Valentines Day and I'm finally happy for once in damn world because of my amazing friends and my boyfriend but I'm still struggling with my mental health but I'm dealing with and I'm not completely depressed anymore but I'm sorry I haven't been on and also I had issues with my Wattpad for a long while because it never wanted to start up but finally it works I'll try to be on more but life is complicated and I'm a very busy person.

EmTheFan-In_aBlaNk3t

@Luna-In_aBlaNk3t 
          	  I'm glad to see you again!! It's wonderful that you're happier :] I hope you're able to get your mental health up
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Luna-In_aBlaNk3t

Last time I posted anything was June 10th and now it's October 6th I'm sorry I'm not dead thankfully but my life is looking up finally has been for a few months I have a boyfriend sadly it's a LDR but he's supposed to be coming to visit me next month in February near Valentines Day and I'm finally happy for once in damn world because of my amazing friends and my boyfriend but I'm still struggling with my mental health but I'm dealing with and I'm not completely depressed anymore but I'm sorry I haven't been on and also I had issues with my Wattpad for a long while because it never wanted to start up but finally it works I'll try to be on more but life is complicated and I'm a very busy person.

EmTheFan-In_aBlaNk3t

@Luna-In_aBlaNk3t 
            I'm glad to see you again!! It's wonderful that you're happier :] I hope you're able to get your mental health up
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Luna-In_aBlaNk3t

Another update on my life it just keeps getting worse the Mama Cat of the kittens that passed away also passed away the other day. My cousin is in the hospital unable to talk, shallow anything to eat or drink on top of she's paralyzed on her left side they are thinking it was an MS flare up along with a seizure. My sister is very sick. Why can't stuff go right in my life it's so damn much for all this darkness. But luckily I have my friends by my side through this dark and rough time. 

EmTheFan-In_aBlaNk3t

@Luna-In_aBlaNk3t 
            I'm glad you have people in your life to help. I sincerely hope and pray that things will turn out okay for you ❤️
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Luna-In_aBlaNk3t

@Madam_Mystery666 thank you so much i know ❤️
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Okay update on my life this might be a bit long but I want to make sure nobody thinks I'm dead and understands. I've been going through a lot the last about 2 and half months I've been trying to push past it but it's hard. I'm in a very depressed state of mind that sometimes I feel like I can't do anything. I've been very angry at my friend for dumb shit so I have almost daily fights with her that always my fault because of someone so stupid that I don't like and I start screaming so I hate myself for it. I also have been trying to get on Social Security so I can have more money coming in because I'm broke as hell besides the money I get from my job but I got denied so I'm now working with a lawyer to try and get it. I can't go and get a normal job because I have major social anxiety which causes me to struggle with daily things like going to a store or something. My trip to see my sister keeps getting postponed because of money issues that she's having and health issues so that's hard. On top of it my boss has two types of cancer both lung and breast cancer so I'm scared of losing her because she is a mother figure in my life. I also lost a litter of kittens that were only two weeks old about 2ish weeks ago. Me and my friend also had to give away our 4 cats because we could no longer keep them. This is why I haven't been active for RPs or to write any stories because I just don't have the mental strength to do anything like that at the moment and it hurts me because I love rping and writing but I just can't. I just feel so broken inside sometimes. Sorry this turned into a rant.

Luna-In_aBlaNk3t

@EmTheFan-In_aBlaNk3t thank you so much I'm trying my best to take care of myself 
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@Luna-In_aBlaNk3t 
            I understand how hard things can be. I really hope things will turn out to be better. I have no idea if this helps you, but I will pray for you. 
            Make sure you take care of yourself as best you can. Get sunlight, drink water, eat when you're hungry, clean yourself, and try to get a good amount of sleep. Taking care of those essential things can help take at least a little bit of the weight off your chest. And you don't have to be absolutely perfect with it, either. When you get sunlight, you don't have to make it a whole *thing,* you can just go sit/lie outside. Sometimes, you can just wipe yourself down and use dry shampoo to be cleaner. But please take care of yourself.
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Luna-In_aBlaNk3t

Nobody think I'm dead please I've been super busy lately 

Luna-In_aBlaNk3t

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I WILL BE GOING TO TEXAS IN A FEW WEEKS TO SEE MY BABY SECOND NEPHEW AND MY SISTER NIECE AND NEPHEWS I'M SO FUCKING EXITED MY SISTER IS LOOKING AT PLANE TICKETS FOR ME AND I WILL BE STAYING 2 WEEKS BECAUSE SHE ASKED ME HOW LONG DO I WANT TO STAY YAY I'M SO HAPPY 

Luna-In_aBlaNk3t

@Madam_Mystery666 OKAY THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN TOLD BY MY SISTER THAT I'LL BE FINE
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