@LunaEvergreen10
I'm not confessing to my crush... Long story short, my mom basically told me no because if he doesn't like me back or he doesn't want to become friends anymore that would totally break me... Especially since I'm pretty sure I have abandonment issues.
For the ones who are worried about me and keep telling me I need therapy, I'm not going, and I know I never will.
I'm too stubborn and it's so expensive, it will probably be even more expensive in the future.
... I'm dieing... I... I... **Breaks down crying.**
There's someone inside of me! They're yelling and they're lying! They're trying to hurt me! But I know it's just me, arguing with my own stupid self!
I act like everything is fine, everything is supposed to be fine, everything is fine... But I lied to myself that it isn't, I don't need to be paranoid but I am!
I was helping myself by praying, it was healing me! But then I stopped, now I'm getting less sleep and eating less, and my mental health is insane and crazy!
I don't know what to do anymore, I don't know if I have the hope to go to therapy when I am older, I probably won't go, I'm probably lying to myself and all of you guys...
@Julietta120985 , Thanks, I totally get what you are saying. I guess my mind is slowly getting tired of fighting, but I know I have to keep going. If I'm going to live this life to the fullest that I can, I can't be crying everyday.
@LunaEvergreen10 That’s kind of sad, I know i can’t really help you but I hope that in the future your situation gets better ❤️. And pity won’t help you either (i think), but i want just to say (please don’t get me in the wrong way!) to never stop fighting for what you think is right, doesn’t matter if it is even against your own mind.
Update: I hate being Autistic... Everything overwhelms me but I need the overwhelming because of ADHD... My mother is the one who told me I have Autism, but she doesn't really try to help it, to help me...
I'm living with a bomb... Gosh... Anyways, I won't be on Wattpad as much and most of my books won't be updated that much at all, so please don't expect a lot of updates
For anyone who is curious, all the mental health I have and might have.:
1. I know that I have had ADHD since I was a baby. (Confirmed.)
2. Different types of Anxiety, along with mostly Social Anxiety. (Confirmed.)
3. OCD (Maybe.)
4. Autism, I think I have Mild Autism, we don't know exactly which one I have though. (Confirmed.)
5. Abandonment Issues. (Maybe.)
6. Eating disorder. (Maybe.)
7. Iron and blood loss problems. (Confirmed.)
8. Others. (Maybe.)
@Sillygoose444555 , thanks, I will be here just not as much as I would like to. I know I won't be feeling better, (parents won't take me to a doctor or anything.) but thankfully doesn't affect me that much, usually.
@LunaEvergreen10 sorry all that's happening to you i hope you can come back when you feel better (I know most of these my mom has animai (low iron)
Do you know someone who needs help? Do you, yourself need help? Or maybe you just want to help people in need.
Well, that's my mission with this new book I've created on Qoutev. If you follow my account, LunaEvergreen10, I will tag you in my new book, where it has multiple quizzes for you to give help people by giving something inspirational and to tell them that they are loved, or maybe so you can join and have your own version of therapy from me and one of my friends.
Even if you cannot get on Qoutev, please tell me, I will still be here to talk even though I won't be as available on Wattpad.
Remember, you guys are my (Little) Stars, and I love you guys with all my heart! - Luna/Miss Evergreen.
You also need to tag me to tell me that you want the role playing therapy book, because other people will be following me, and I don't want to accidentally send them the link when they don't want it.
August is coming up soon! Life is feeling like a dream, I'm confessing to my crush on August! Does anyone have any advice? I really need support too, because I can't tell if he does have a crush on me or not, and his life is really busy so I don't know if we'll be able to date or not, if he does like me back.
@Masterwu281 , I can't not overthink it, too much mental problems, and I don't know what simple is. I'm just planning to text him and hope he sees it and hope he likes me back.
Hi
@Agentt5431 , yea, even though I almost died from him every car ride. (He acts like a teenager.)
Hello.., Lulu ^v^
@shanon2929 , I'm homeschooled, and since I have multiple mental health problems that makes me get overwhelmed easily, I do 2 months of school and then do no school for a whole month, since my biological dad is currently over, I'm not doing school this week, but next week I will be doing school work.
Y'all! I have my AO3, yay! But I'm not putting any books until I figure out how to put my profile photo, someone please teach me.
@LunaEvergreen10 . Hello.. Lulu (°~°)
