Okay listen, I’ve been in your place before I but I am still recovering. God put you on this Earth for a reason. He wants you to live a healthy and long life, but the reason is unknown. But please, PLEASE, don’t try to take your life, I have before and it will make you even sadder. In plus every human is beautiful in their own way. Sure you may be overweight but girl are you just as pretty as those toothpick girls; you don’t need to be skinny, but just be happy with who you are.. (: