I know I've messaged a lot. I just, I feel liked I should say, days extend to weeks extend to months, everything continues on, but so do the problems, or they come back. And sometimes you wish you could fix whatever happened, but you know you can't, because everything has already happened. there is no fixing it. even if you wish you could go back and live those moments you love, you can't. and yes it hurts, but you have to try to keep your head up, I can't for some reason, and I hate it, but you all got this! yes it gets hard, but it will get better.. it has to.. right..?