Hey WattFriends!
Only got back now but I'm not really coming back yet. After 3:00AM I thought of getting a one week rest since I was so absorbed into Tana's and Lucas' story. However, life happened and until now I still can't go back to writing. There had been a lot of changes in my life lately and one is my perception in writing.
I've always believed that I have many great ideas in my mind for the plot and I think each story deserves to be told. It's like my calling as a writer. I write because it's fun and I'm so attached to these characters that I can't simply abandon their story. But after 3:00AM, many wanted Auberon's story and that made me excited. However, that didn't last long as I find it difficult to craft the plot for him. I have an idea in my mind but I'm not inspired to write it. I realized that it's because my writing felt forced which should not be. So to those who had been anticipating Auberon's story, I'm sorry to tell you that I won't be writing it. Or maybe I will but I don't know when. I am truly sorry for those who waited. As a writer, I want to write because the characters are asking me to, for Auberon though, I didn't feel anything except that it felt as though I'm writing for the sake of pleasing someone. I don't mean to offend my readers, it's hard to explain but point is, I want to write for the sake of my characters, not anybody else. Feel free to hate me (╥﹏╥) I'm really sorry.