LunchBoxPatrick

(Part 2) Start fresh. Life isn't ever going to be easy, but you're sure as hell going to fight. I am not asking you sweetly with a sugary smile to stay alive. I am commanding you. Let me say something that has been repeated and overused, so much that it seems like merely a few words shoved together--it is worth it in the end. Because one day, maybe not today, but one day in the future, you will be happy and content and at absolute peace. The day always comes. It is always going to work out in the end. Again, it sounds so fake, but the universe has a funny way of falling apart and coming back together again. It's going to be alright. You just have to keep going. It's so much more than keeping your head above water, it's about being happy during the swim. Every abyss I have fallen into, no matter how dark or deep, I have always found myself crawling out. No matter what. It always turns around, and your case is not an exception, the universe has a funny way of falling apart and coming back together again...

Patr0nsaint

@LunchBoxPatrick I believe in "Time will heal everything eventually"
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LunchBoxPatrick

@Patr0nsaint Idon't really think I do a good job of any of this stuff, but thank you, that means a lot. I hope it has an effect, somehow...no matter how little or big. I agree though, I wish people would understand that ending your life isn't the answer and it all passes and change comes.
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Patr0nsaint

@LunchBoxPatrick your speech is more than inspiring. I wish everybody could understand it.
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LunchBoxPatrick

(Part 2) Start fresh. Life isn't ever going to be easy, but you're sure as hell going to fight. I am not asking you sweetly with a sugary smile to stay alive. I am commanding you. Let me say something that has been repeated and overused, so much that it seems like merely a few words shoved together--it is worth it in the end. Because one day, maybe not today, but one day in the future, you will be happy and content and at absolute peace. The day always comes. It is always going to work out in the end. Again, it sounds so fake, but the universe has a funny way of falling apart and coming back together again. It's going to be alright. You just have to keep going. It's so much more than keeping your head above water, it's about being happy during the swim. Every abyss I have fallen into, no matter how dark or deep, I have always found myself crawling out. No matter what. It always turns around, and your case is not an exception, the universe has a funny way of falling apart and coming back together again...

Patr0nsaint

@LunchBoxPatrick I believe in "Time will heal everything eventually"
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LunchBoxPatrick

@Patr0nsaint Idon't really think I do a good job of any of this stuff, but thank you, that means a lot. I hope it has an effect, somehow...no matter how little or big. I agree though, I wish people would understand that ending your life isn't the answer and it all passes and change comes.
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Patr0nsaint

@LunchBoxPatrick your speech is more than inspiring. I wish everybody could understand it.
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LunchBoxPatrick

I wanted to say something about Tricky, or @sajers. 
          I never knew him personally, but every time I see his bio my heart aches. It's horrifying and heart breaking. To feel the need to end your life because you can no longer take any more of one's self... He is constantly On my conscience, as well as all of the others that have had so much heart break, ache and pain the felt the need to end their lives. He wrote beautiful stories, and although I haven't read them all, I am working on it. He was a magnificent writer. And you have no idea how much I dread saying 'was'. Although there is not much more I can say, I must let you know that this has effected me greatly. It has made me realize how short life is. Anything can change, everything is changing. My heart is full of sorrow. 
          My heart goes out to those who have ended their lives, and my hand and heard goes out to those who are struggling with depression and thoughts of suicide. I hope you know that ending your life is never in a million years the solution to anything you may be going through. You are enough. It is okay to be yourself. If your family does not support you being happy, then get them out of your life. You don't have to do anything for them.