i'm so sorry if i say this here but i need somewhere to get it out and i just need people to listen to me and i just need to vent
so i only have 2 pairs of pants that fit me - 1 pair of jeans and 1 pair of leggings. that's it. i alternate between them every day during school, and it wasn't great, but i survived. unfortunately, the pair of jeans i have are really tight on me now that they physically hurt my stomach and it's extremely painful to walk around, to bend, to sit down, etc. i can't stretch it more or anything so i'm literally down to 1 pair of pants, which is the pair of leggings. i've been wearing that for multiple days in a row at school and like i---
i'm what y'all would call an "economically disadvantaged" "low income" (aka poor, if you put it bluntly) person. my family can't afford new clothes, and we don't have anyone we can depend on (aka no family friends) who are willing to give me clothes. i'd wear my mom's stuff but her stuff is way too big, leaving me out of options. my friend's won't buy me clothes either and for some reason want to give me random stickers for my b-day (which is coming up this month) which, if you add up, costs more than clothes but like ok??
i need pants. badly. i just want to feel comfortable and clean at school, and i feel like i can't do that anymore. i'm not old enough to get a job yet, and i just have really limited options and i just feel so. freaking. helpless. i don't have money to buy stuff either, so like idk...
i am sooooooooo sorry to be asking y'all this, and i totally understand if you say no. i'm really desperate, so if any of you all have any gift cards to stores like amazon or target or even e-gift cards, IF you are able to could any of you send me the code or something so i can actually wear something different, even if it's just every other day??? again, i sincerely apologize for saying all this and asking you this HUGE favor, but i'm really desperate here and i just don't know what to do ;-;