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Hey!! could you please check out my new poem collection “Phoenix” and share your opinion? i would really appreciate it 

you know the thing about eds is that they never leave. they do, however, evolve and change but they are always there. i used to count my calories and make myself starve for days, and now, i cant stop the hunger from consuming me and forcing me towards binge eating and then i feel insanely guilty and i give in once again, hence the purging. i cant believe in so weak, i cant even stand the face and body that stare at me from the mirror, i cant fanthom the idea of gaining weight, but i cant stop eating either. i feel so powerless and so so so tired and its hard to wake up each day, fighting the need to harm myself or to make myself vomit, im so tired of being here and of my mind. i cant stand any of this and i wish everything would get better, i wish my anxiety and my traumas and my depression would just improve, but instead, its just an endless cycle of suffering. 
          im sick of all of this

trauma
          sometimes its easier to hide than to show, i cant stop the unvoluntary flinch nor the desire to cry, and i most certainly cant stop the need to hurt my own skin and flesh. im so tired of fighting everyday and not having anything there to support me, im tired of putting in the effort, far more than what i should, and finding the results dissappointing. im tired of the thoughts and i just want to give in to the temptations and relapse, just on more cut.
          im so sick of all of this

Hi, how are you?

Hey everyone!!
          Well nothing much I just wanted to say that Im here for anyone that need support because the have gone through a sexual harassment because it honestly sucks and whatever yall need Im here
          I love youuu and remember yall are not alone
          ~Lucia

Hey everyone,
          So I have recently been told that I have this big trauma that I thought was insignificant and that I had hid very well and now its all coming back and Im sorry for everyone that has gone through any type of sexual abuse because honestly its the worst feeling in the world, you feel alone and guilty for things that werent your fault and you cant help but blame yourselves. I just hope everyone that has gone through it gets over it soon and if any of you need to talk Im here.
          Lots of love,
          ~Lucia

Hey i just started writing books and i posted my new book please check it out..☺️

I HAVE REACHED 4K READERS OMG IM GONNA CRY!! I LOVE ALL OF YOU A LOT!!
          I started writing to vent out all my pain and everything that goes on in my life and it makes me really happy to see people relate to it and even like it!! Thank you all so much!!
          I hope all of you know that we werent born to be perfect, we were bron to be real and if you ever need anything you have me here!! just write to me or comment!!
          Thanks again and I love all of you SO MUCH!!
          ~Lucía 

Hey there! I just published my third collection of poetry and would absolutely love it if you took the time out of your day and read it, my appreciation is endless! It is by far some of my favorite poems that I have ever written. Thanks <33
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/336044816-fragments-of-a-broken-heart

Hello! I love your work and I was wondering if youd like to check out my collection of poetry, l'm just starting out, so im trying my best! If you choose to read it i hope you enjoy.
          
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/335628498?
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