@PhantomDookz yeah, but the thing is, I really do love him. it's kinda hard to dump him when we've been with each other through so much, and shared so much with each other. we've dated each other for 2 years now and one thing i like about this guy is that he's religious. meaning he doesn't have the heart to cheat on me (or at least, I trust him not to). he doesn't support me being homo, but he doesn't go out and fight or argue with me about it. he just doesn't support me, but still loves me accordingly. but genuinely, it does hurt and sometimes makes me consider to do so, cus again, having someone you want to spend eternity with not support one thing about you hurts.
it really sucks cus back then, he wasn't as religious and even liked guys himself. he said it himself (and I actually saw it happening) he turned religious when he met me, but its unfortunate he went to "that" route of religious. I really want to change that part about himself, really.
plus, i'm actually religious myself ToT I serve in the church willingly and devote myself to a choir since i was 8. but don't go around telling people that God won't save them because their not christians. i strongly believe that we mustn't force people into religion, while its good to preach, forcing people is different. also i myself am a member of lgbtq and have fallen in love with a girl for 4 years straight and I support everybody because I believe that love is love in the end of the day <33
