Octavian's #1 Hater

Guess who almost starting fucking bawling my eyes out in the middle of 4th period (which is last period because of block scheduling)
          
          So, this year, I really enjoyed my choir class, and I became friends with the 9th graders in my class (This is Junior HIgh, btw). I'm also in the auditioned honors class. So at 9:15, the students who were starting honors next year visited our class to get a feel as to what it's like. And we did section bonding. So we introduced ourselves and said whether we were new to honors, staying again, or leaving to the high school. And when the 9th graders said they were leaving, I genuinely felt so sad because THEY ARE ALL SO SWEETT. So at the end of the period, when we were packing up, I went over to the girl I had sat next to the entire year, who was a 9th grader, and gave her a big hug. Because I'M GONNA MISS ALL OF THEM. Also, they highkey carried us. There were literally only 3 8th grade Sopranos, 4 8th grade basses, 1 eight grade tenor, and 4 8th grade altos. AND NEXT YEAR, THERE'S ONLY, LIKE, 5 OR 6 ALTOS

Man, I love having IRL friends who are in my fandoms.
          
          So I have a friend. She's in the FNAF fandom, the gacha community, literally has the same music taste as me, and the Poppy Playtime fandom. She also likes Demon Slayer, but I don't watch anime or read manga, so.
          
          But ANYWAYS. One day, I came across a GLMV of Demon Slayer with "God Games" playing in the backround, and I don't watch Demon Slayer, but I'm in the gacha community, and I'm in the Epic fandom. So I'm waiting until I see her today to ask her if she thinks that video would be peak (It was. It absolutely was)

I don't have to go to school tomorrow because I have an appointment in the middle of the day, but this is, like, the first time I actually want to because my Choir concert is on Tuesday, and this is my second to last rehearsal for my class, and my last Chorus Ensemble rehearsal until the next quarter
          
          I also don't have an outfit for my concert. I don't even have a dress. I'm fucking nervousss

Man, I kinda feel bad for my mom-
          
          Like, on Friday, my chorus class is going to perform at the Senior Center. Then, on Saturday, I have auditions for Region, and my sister also has a competition. And then, on Tuesday, I have my concert, and on Thursday, my sister has her. She's going to be BUSY

Seven. Fricking. Minutes.
          
          I am nervous as FUCKKK
          
          I'm leaving in the middle of class
          
          Not the first time, but UGHHH
          
          My actual Choir teacher isn't even here! Her substitute is still good, but she hasn't been here longgg
          
          Also, apparently, my teacher is logging onto the livestream that's going to record the performance. If we mess up, we are COOKED 

WE WATCHED HAMILTON IN HISTORYYY YAYY
          
          I've already watched it a bunch of times, but I LOVE IT SO MUCHHHH

I might actually scream
          
          So I'm in C2, or Chamber Choir, and that's the honors class. And the honors class always sings carols right before break. And today's the last day before break.
          
          BUT I SWEAR TO FUCKING GODDDD
          
          I woke up today, and my throat hurt like HELLLL. Luckily it didn't affect my voice, but I DO NOT WANT TO SING WHILE MY THROAT HURTS
          
          I can still probably just pretend to sing and let my teacher know that my throat doesn't feel good, BUT I WANT TO PARTICIPATEEEE

UGHHHH
          
          So in Gym, we did a volleyball tournament that lasted 3 class periods
          
          and my team had made it to the finals. And my team and our opponent were close. When the time had ended, the score had been exactly 20/20. So we had to settle a tie breaker. Whoever scored a point won the round. AND WE FRICKING LOST.
          
          We were literally so close to winning, UGHHHH

My mom made me hot chocolate with my breakfast
          
          YIPPEEEE
          
          Recently, I haven't been finishing my breakfast, but I freaking LOVE hot chocolateee

I talk about having trouble making friends, but then have no problem interacting with random humans I meet
          
          Like, I met one of the girls one of my friends was friends with and she is SO FRICKING SWEETT
          
          And then there's an entire online friend. I was just trying to look for a team to complete a challenge with me. AND I MET THE SWEETEST GIRL EVER, UGHHH
          
          I swear, strangers can be the nicest people you'll ever meet