Octavian's #1 Hater

I don't have to go to school tomorrow because I have an appointment in the middle of the day, but this is, like, the first time I actually want to because my Choir concert is on Tuesday, and this is my second to last rehearsal for my class, and my last Chorus Ensemble rehearsal until the next quarter
          
          I also don't have an outfit for my concert. I don't even have a dress. I'm fucking nervousss

Man, I kinda feel bad for my mom-
          
          Like, on Friday, my chorus class is going to perform at the Senior Center. Then, on Saturday, I have auditions for Region, and my sister also has a competition. And then, on Tuesday, I have my concert, and on Thursday, my sister has her. She's going to be BUSY

Seven. Fricking. Minutes.
          
          I am nervous as FUCKKK
          
          I'm leaving in the middle of class
          
          Not the first time, but UGHHH
          
          My actual Choir teacher isn't even here! Her substitute is still good, but she hasn't been here longgg
          
          Also, apparently, my teacher is logging onto the livestream that's going to record the performance. If we mess up, we are COOKED 

WE WATCHED HAMILTON IN HISTORYYY YAYY
          
          I've already watched it a bunch of times, but I LOVE IT SO MUCHHHH

I might actually scream
          
          So I'm in C2, or Chamber Choir, and that's the honors class. And the honors class always sings carols right before break. And today's the last day before break.
          
          BUT I SWEAR TO FUCKING GODDDD
          
          I woke up today, and my throat hurt like HELLLL. Luckily it didn't affect my voice, but I DO NOT WANT TO SING WHILE MY THROAT HURTS
          
          I can still probably just pretend to sing and let my teacher know that my throat doesn't feel good, BUT I WANT TO PARTICIPATEEEE

UGHHHH
          
          So in Gym, we did a volleyball tournament that lasted 3 class periods
          
          and my team had made it to the finals. And my team and our opponent were close. When the time had ended, the score had been exactly 20/20. So we had to settle a tie breaker. Whoever scored a point won the round. AND WE FRICKING LOST.
          
          We were literally so close to winning, UGHHHH

My mom made me hot chocolate with my breakfast
          
          YIPPEEEE
          
          Recently, I haven't been finishing my breakfast, but I freaking LOVE hot chocolateee

I talk about having trouble making friends, but then have no problem interacting with random humans I meet
          
          Like, I met one of the girls one of my friends was friends with and she is SO FRICKING SWEETT
          
          And then there's an entire online friend. I was just trying to look for a team to complete a challenge with me. AND I MET THE SWEETEST GIRL EVER, UGHHH
          
          I swear, strangers can be the nicest people you'll ever meet

YAYAYAYAAYAYAYAYAYA
          
          PJO SEASON 2 COMES OUTTTT
          
          AND TADC EPISODE 7 COMES OUT IN 2 DAYS
          
          SAFKHSAJKFHASK

HELP, I'M IN THE MIDDLE OF CLASS, BUT I FINISHED MY ASSIGNMENT
          
          So, I was scrolling through pinterest, and I saw this meme that was like "How the gym teachers look at you when you want to play volleyball instead of Korean hairline singing tag" or some goofy ass game like that. AND LET ME TELL YOU, I WAS OVER HERE TRYING MY BEST TO NOT BURST OUT LAUGHING AND LOOK LIKE A MANIAC.