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Being serious, not silly Luxe rn.
I'm gonna take a big Hiatus from writing, I know I only just started a new fic but I'm not feeling it and right now, I'm juggling with a lot of things, My anxiety, stress, ADHD, Autism and my injuries.
I won't be getting into too much detail, however, my stress is causing my body to feel physical pain in my joints which haven't been doing too well, still unsure of why my joints do so and I probably will never know.
On top of that, I've needed coping mechanisms again, the unhealthy ones. I start seeing my therapist again next week, which won't end well. My relationship with my family is getting worse again, even if I try hard to be a decent Daughter I'm just seen as a worthless piece of shit.
With everything, I also started school again last Wednesday, and Monday will be the start of my first full week back. Due to my meds for my ADHD, have been causing multiple panic attacks a day, so I'm trying to prevent them as well as study more and get homework done as I already have an essay to complete next week and deal with my social anxiety in school again as I've recently left a toxic friend group.
Hope you guys can understand, when I come back I will be hopefully starting a new fic with structure.
Thanks for the support over this year - Luxe