LyAalam

I hate it this way , she is supposed to smile even he shouts at her infront of everyone. I know it's no big deal for you guys . Well I don't see things as cool as you do . I can't see her plastering fake smile holding her teras back . Anger is not a weapon to show authority. Why can't you see , the way you shout at her , insult her infront of people, it's no good for you , you're just building a bad image of yourself and then in the end you can't blame others for judging you . You showed them what to do judge . She is playing it cool . It sucks . I'm not that cool to let it slide all the time . I stared at the blank wall where you were painting about my future . It looks scary i swear . It's all about fake smiles i should plant while they insult me . People doesn't say that she is just a poor helpless girl for no reason. She is actually helpless , trying her best not to break even when he says I'm d bst u ever get cuz i never hit / slap you . "Words cuts deeper than a sword " . You know what it means . You know what you does . I just wish You knew what you did to her . Everyone pity on him when he cries . What about her . She doesn't cry , doesn't mean she doesn't have emotions . She have heart , she have feelings , guess what she is just a human like you . 

ZiyaZareen

Hey Aalam. This is Liyana Gasnafar. Not the character from your story, but someone from India. A friend did a Google search on me and found your book - and apparently there is a Liyana Gasnafar, who wears clothes and kajal like me. So I was wondering... Do I know you?

LyAalam

I hate it this way , she is supposed to smile even he shouts at her infront of everyone. I know it's no big deal for you guys . Well I don't see things as cool as you do . I can't see her plastering fake smile holding her teras back . Anger is not a weapon to show authority. Why can't you see , the way you shout at her , insult her infront of people, it's no good for you , you're just building a bad image of yourself and then in the end you can't blame others for judging you . You showed them what to do judge . She is playing it cool . It sucks . I'm not that cool to let it slide all the time . I stared at the blank wall where you were painting about my future . It looks scary i swear . It's all about fake smiles i should plant while they insult me . People doesn't say that she is just a poor helpless girl for no reason. She is actually helpless , trying her best not to break even when he says I'm d bst u ever get cuz i never hit / slap you . "Words cuts deeper than a sword " . You know what it means . You know what you does . I just wish You knew what you did to her . Everyone pity on him when he cries . What about her . She doesn't cry , doesn't mean she doesn't have emotions . She have heart , she have feelings , guess what she is just a human like you . 

LyAalam

Leaving cuz @rwhsafia said evn wattpad hav love probability. And i ddnt find any . Bi ...I dnt belong here

LyAalam

@LyAalam wait does tht mean u met ur the one here? Omg 
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rWhSaFiA

@LyAalam what should I do with you gurl?
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LyAalam

Maybe this is hw it feels.. to be alone and being a shitty attention seeker. craving for things tht r always high frm my reach . Looking for a shoulder to cry on . Looking for a stranger who I can open up . being a  stranger , he can nvr belittle me nor pitty on me . I'm not making any sense. am i? 

rWhSaFiA

@LyAalam its ok...bro...u alright 
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_Zaib_

Hey✨ if it isn't a bother then Do checkout my book - QURBAT ❤️, If it happens to interest you then read on, I'll assure you.....it will be worth your time❤️✨ nevertheless, hope you have a good day 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/286614897?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=_Zaib_&wp_originator=IqIpDYfEUa4941o1u%2FO65NOTMpZARa%2BsPM4Cwlt8XGYrRIU54QbMygCOQflVtv3oSrc0nI2AMsbpO%2B7c2tNAPXgUjoHolWRRLCCsKDxmsYK0tuvbtWDm9lbF%2F6JPsfI9

LyAalam

@_Zaib_ inshallah I'll read it...TBH I lykd ur buk cover 
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LyAalam

LyAalam

Today I said to myself again and again .
          Hey it's just a bad day . It's just a tough tym . It's ok to feel down . It's ok to feel insecure. it's ok to give all ur dignity infront of them hoping for d bst . It's ok to shout at them saying "i believe in myself . I TRUST ME" I expected those idiots to say these words for me . It's ok feel lonely . It's ok to unsure about ourselves. It's ok to be the villain always . It's ok to be wrong always . It's ok to crave for attention. It's ok to overthink . It's ok to feel this way . I'm fine .maybe not tht fine . But I'm going to fine . Everything will be alright atleast once . I ll be right atleast once . 
          
          I wish I heard these from sm1 . I'm fine saying these to myself .
          
          Aalam❤️

Arty_Arjay

@LyAalam You are very welcome!! I am so glad I helped you and it has made me happy :)
            
            I am so glad and joyful to hear you have improved!! :D❤❤
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LyAalam

@Nightmansid thanx sid.❤️I'm fine now 
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LyAalam

@AdmirableNature idk who u r...but u r really smthng tht can said as miracle..thanx..u hav. No idea hw much u fixed me up...i really wanted to hear it sm1.. atleast sm1 said..u r d bst...whoever u r...thanx❤️
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Evil_Dime_XX

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Evil_Dime_XX

*i like you a lot, so here...have a special chocolate cupcake for a special person like yourself*
          
          Send this to anyone you find special❤️❤️

LyAalam

@EvieRiverstream owwwww it was soo sweet...i lykd d sprinkles too....lub u
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