ykuzxm
Ly get in the bedroom I have a BIG suprise for u there.. Heh...
Lycheemoonflower_777
Lycheemoonflower_777
Birthday blues is actually so terrible ong
Lycheemoonflower_777
ITS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY YAYAYAYYA
hxllsing
shigachu
UR READING LISTS’ NAMES R SO CUTE WHAAAAT :sob: i LOVE YOU
luluquest
Hey Lychee!!!!❤️
Lycheemoonflower_777
@luluquest ☆ hey quest! How're you? My reply was a tad bit late because I am offline most of these days (because of my finals) and I apologise for that! Love you mwah mwahh ❤️ ❤️
Lycheemoonflower_777
My teacher told me I was really good at disappointing people and breaking their hearts (in a semi light hearted way) because I couldn't do some math problems. Everyone thinks I'll get better marks than my sister because I was always good at studying. Only two or three weeks remaining until finals start, and I genuinely can't do this anymore.
Receiving punishments and insults always ends up w me smiling nowadays, at myself? Or at the people around me? Who knows. I hate this. I hate this so much.
I am going on a hiatus (Yes.. AGAIN) because I don't think I can handle this on top of studying, my aplogies.
_nyorisuem
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Oh also, I can try to reschedule my studying hours or we can schedule a time when we both are available so we can study together if that's possible?? Hmm, we can work in the afternoon after settling on a certain time.
And dw if you won't be able to study with me much, even if it's for a little bit, i really just wanna let u know that u have my support when you're studying too.
And fuck you too bro ❤️
Lycheemoonflower_777
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@_nyorisuem ♡ hey so uhh...have I told you that I love you? I don't think I have time to cry or cope some other way because everytime I do cry I just kinda cry a LOT, which makes me feel miserable and feel like a crybaby at times, and still thanks for advising me to cope some other way because I'll try doing that (even if it's hard, I'll try anything you suggest) I don't think I'll have enough time to plan or make a schedule and study with you because you like to study at night and I'm planning on studying at 8 am or smth, so I think we won't be able to work that much. But I can reschedule and study with you during the afternoons (if you're free during that time, that is) The lose of writing skills is too real I fear.. Anyways fuck you ho
Lycheemoonflower_777
I'm in the forest so technically I'm in the middle of nowhere rn, sitting under a mango tree currently; I have encountered blue and yellow tiny cute spiders so far, I'll notify if more come to me ♡
Lycheemoonflower_777
(Tw:rant about education and finals)
To be honest, the education system here is bs in such a pathetic way. Wdym the results you get in 10th grade will practically control your whole future? 15 is such an age in which not everyone is responsible, mature and aware of the harsh truth. If you get bad marks in the finals then you're ridiculed and not many support you, for some students; their dreams are basically shot down because they don't have the marks to back it up.
It's not like the education here is based off on practical and real life situations either. It's just formulas, books and the thing you can possibly do to get good marks is to remember the concepts. Not everyone is good at remembering. I have been giving 3 whole examinations in the last 4-5 months (all of them were 80 marks) and I didn't even get a 1 month break or anything inbetween them. I have to submit the internals for the 20 marks too. If you get bad marks in the examinations then you become a subject of ridicule (trust me.)
Not many are confident, not many are good students, not many can handle the pressure of it all. Today was officially the last day of my school (I'm never going to school after today) and I've officially become too old for it. The school I go to doesn't even have 11th and 12th so I'll have to go to another school based on the line I'll choose.
Some break under the pressure, some learn to walk forward with it, and some decide to give up.
Truly such a beautiful world huh?
Lycheemoonflower_777
I'm itching to just leave all social platforms because wdym 2026 is real wtf I've been alive for too long on this shitahh planet
I NEED to touch some grass