LyinAndKatFuckALot

wanna be hannah baker so bad rn

LyinAndKatFuckALot

I'm not sure what they said 
          But if its true I'll bet
          Just one more thing I'll regret
          I hate my weaknesses
          They make me who I am
          
          "Yeah, its cool, I'll be okay"
          I felt your pain wash over me
          Dry your eyes and hide my shakes
          Hate the look that's on your face
          
          These things inside my head
          They never make much sense
          I wouldn't hold my breath
          I hope I die before they save my soul
          
          "Yeah, it's cool, I'll be okay"
          I felt your pain wash over me
          Dry your eyes and hide my shakes
          Hate the look that's on your face
          
          Don't hang up
          'Cause I don't have anyone left here
          Don't give up
          Don't hang onto anything I've said
          
          I hate my weaknesses
          They make me who I am
          It makes no difference
          I'm insignificant
          
          "Yeah, it's cool, I'll be okay
          I felt your pain wash over me
          Dry your eyes and hide my shakes
          Hate the look that's on your face
          
          This is not the end for us
          
          -joyriding
          

LyinAndKatFuckALot

Sorry I didn't respond for a week
          I was in class and then I fell asleep
          Woke up late for work and left my phone at home
          I didn't mean to leave you hanging there all alone
          Sorry I left you on read for the day
          I couldn't think of anything worthwhile to say
          I don't know just yet who you take me to be
          And I don't wanna spoil your impression of me
          Oh
          This is just what I do
          Pushing you away
          Though I wanna be close to you
          Sorry I never opened what you said
          I was too busy wrapped up in my head
          Don't wanna seem eager, I gotta be cool
          The last thing I want is to look like a fool
          Sorry I never quite seem like myself
          It's just the low confidence cards I've been dealt
          I'm willing to sway to any point of view
          That'll make me a bit more appealing to you
          Oh
          I hate feeling so fake
          Always hiding my feelings
          For someone else's sake
          Sorry I didn't respond for a week
          It goes without saying, I wasn't asleep
          I'm just afraid that the more that I'm known
          The higher the chance that I'll end up alone
          Sorry I left you on read for the day
          My mind likes to tell me it's better that way
          I'll brush it off like it wasn't that deep
          And tell you I'm sorry
          I fell asleep
          
          -sorry haha i fell asleep