Rose^^

Damn hello
          So im finished school ( since 3 moths i think) i moved to my grandma - now im living with her and its only 5 min away from the Kindergarten where i work
          
          I kinda still cant belive how fast the time goes and im really happy to work as an childcare 
          Like its really my dream to become one and i hope i will make it
          Have a great✨
          

Uuummm hello ( damn) 
           
          (Kinda shy sry) welllll  i Hope y'all are healhy and happy ( wtf i am doing here  hahaha) 
          I dont even know what to say 
          Anyways ...i thought its a good idea to write Something  ..but now i dont know what i want to write✨ 
          Ookkaaayyyy i will have my final exams in 2 weeks and im so fucking scared  but i look so calm.... i dont know️ 
          I can't math HHAAHA HELP AAAAAAH 
          Im so weird 
          Can y'all watch ,, First, by Everglow" its a really nice song and yeah... 
          
          Alright see u next year  
          ( Badest conversation ever)

Important:
          
          I showed my Mom why i don't eat meat and maybe one day nothing by animals...
          
          I played a Video from YouTube which i already saw last year about little, cute Chickens which get killed in a unhuman way...
          I explained my Mom why I'm doing this - 
          As we saw Tausend of little Chickens dead in a Trash can with one or two Chickens alive in it ...and one man just didn't care about them and killed- (ya...you know...i have to come down - I'm so mad at this whole Shit and the "Humans" there...i can't even call them Humans- ) 
          
          After the Video i also told my Mom how we should act and don't to by more meat as we really need ....it dosen't have to be Everyday...and  we shouldn't just look away and say: "someone will care about them"... even when some meat is more expensive as other meat- we know that the expensive meat is better (but Not too 100%) as the other meat...because Humans care about the animals more and watch about them- like a "relationship between animal and human"
          
          In the end i really cried  - Mom too,
           i didn't saw her cry since idk...because she's most of the time strong and always look up but in this Moment she couldn't look away and my Talk around that was too hard (ik)
          Now she's really understanding why i don't eat meat and always watch what i'm buying and eat.

Me and my Cousin sitting next to each other ..
          
          She: Hey
          
          Me: *Look at her* wHaT? XD
          
          She: *tells a stupid Story*
          
          Me: *don't get it* what Brother, what should i say now brooo xD
          
          She: lost xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOM!❤ 
          (I know she can't read that xD)
          - you are the best^^! Even when we Fight Sometimes a bit... we still can talk about Problems and make the other one smile^^ you saved my life 100000 times(like from my ex xD hhahaah)  and i learned so much for the Future from you!  -well you hurt Sometimes my Feelings xD but i can unterstand that hahaha i'm too different (a good different) and i think you done Everything right - i know we "hate each other" (we just kidding xD) but it's- idk cringe to say i Love you xD HAHAHAHA 
          Best wishes ✨ 

Last school year....*sigh* and then work work work!^^ 
          I can't believe it - it feels like i'm only 2 years on my school but actually  it's 6 years
          ~time goes fast~ 
          I'm NERVOUS what will Happend, but I believe and know Everyone will do it great and get a good job ^^ 
          My Future Plans are to have good marks and get a good job - maybe two Jobs! So i can see Something from the world like Korean! Then i would like to have a little house for my own ^^
          
          Best wishes to my Friends ❤ and everyone in my class 

Damn IT XD here we go again with a new Storytime!!! Hahhahaahh
          
          Me on tellonym see that a random Boy liked my opinion to my future house 
          Also me: read on his Account his opinions to random questions - read a complicated question xd his answer: don't u have better questions bots!?
          Me: XD true that deserve a like ahhahh 
          How old is he!? Hmmmmm.....f-ck 14 XD hahaha Alright it's not my Business anymore xD it's not like He's too young but He is too young hahha and I'm too old for him XD hahaha but I like his answers hahahhaha pls ignor that

I'm alone now. XD damn that feeling to know that your parents are in a athor Country than u is so wow xD I made notices for Everyday what i have and want do - cleaning- cocking- working- help my Cousin with her Party- it's like my Future life in few years xD I'm still scared - and i'm feeling a little bit sick but i didn't told my mom anything - she shouldn't worry about me - I'm old enough (well i Hope so xD)

Yay my parents want to make Holidays in Ukraine and i can't come with them because i have Something to do at Home and i'm going to  be one week alone ^^
           a friend will sleep one night at my Place- it's so nice and at the next day i will sleep one Night at her place AAAAA^^

AMAZING idea!!! Please listen First;
          
          My grandma (70years) have so much to tell me About past and.... HONESTLY I'm afraid to forget some Things which she tells me....and i thought about a Bock only about her (so I can read them even when she's.....ya u know...)