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Hi, my Wattpad friends.
How are you?
How's life treating you?
Please let me vent out my feelings.
Life has been... a roller-coaster of negativity.
This week has been terrible, for me, personally.
Yesterday, I was feeling so overwhelmed and stressed and tired of my chaotic home life.
My mom is angry with me, my little sister is fucking lazy and trifling; doesn't care about her education or her future and I'm stressed out and anxious about my own future.
Yesterday, after therapy, I needed to escape, so I went to school to clear my head.
At school, I was so tired and overwhelmed because I still have to finish my classes before my final semester.
All I'm thinking about are my future dreams slipping away because of my disability. :(
I feel like I'm all alone; no matter how much I try to be as kind, compassionate and patient as possible, I still make mistakes and failing.
My family just treats me like I'm small and my efforts are worthless. They don't see me as a human being; instead, they see me as disabled with a mental illness.
It just hurts so much.
My own college friends treat me better with genuine kindness and love than my own sisters. That's the God honest truth.
Yes, I make mistakes and I always mess up, but I feel like I'm doing everything wrong. :(
Also, last night, I've been having anxiety nightmares.
Plus, my late dad's birthday was yesterday and I miss him, dearly. :(
Kind advice or an encouraging smile would help.
Keep writing. ✍️✍️✍️
Love, Lynette Miller. ❤️❤️❤️