@LyraSerpens I'm trying but I'm making writing my life, I have to prove myself against everyone, family loved, ones, like I want to make a career out of doing this that I love. I'm fighting every single day for this and I'm just ridiculed by everyone else around me, when I know I can do it. I'm not giving up though, and I'll do anything. I'm trying not too get stressed out to much, even though everyone keeps giving me stress, but sure, I'll PM you more often, it's genuinely fun talking to you, and it makes me feel like I'm community that respects me.