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// TW - mentions of grooming / CSA
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Hey y’all, I’ve been logged out of this account for a while.
I was basically waiting for sh*t to calm down and get addressed. And that happened yesterday with Dream’s new video. And I’m glad.
But if you watched it, you would know that he stated some boundaries at the end of the video.
He stated he was not ok with nsfw stuff that was written/made/posted by minors. When I wrote Jealousy Brought Us Together, I was 15-16 years old. So I feel kind of guilty. (I mostly wrote it as a coping mechanism for my hypersexuality, I was struggling really hard and it’s all I had at the time. )
So I’m contemplating either completely unpublishing the fic, or rewriting it and write out the smut scene entirely (and the Quackhalo storyline since I don’t ship it anymore.)
I hope you all understand my decisions, which ever I might choose.
I hope everyone is also doing well, this past year and a half have been stressful as fuck. So I hope any victims in the community that were negatively affected by what had happened during that time are ok.
And if it hasn’t come across to anyone yet. My personal verdict of Dream is that he is innocent. This isn’t because of a fan bias, I was actually distancing myself from him for a while and even thought about permanently deleting JBUT and maybe deleting this account but I decided to wait to make my decisions. I am saying this as someone who is a victim of grooming and CSA myself. And I believe he didn’t groom anyone. I thought this for a while, but I wanted to wait until he addressed it before making the decision to make my distancing temporary or permanent.
And my choice after his video is it is temporary. Im probably not gonna post anymore fics on here. But I will pop in every once in a while to say hi.
Again, I hope you guys respect my decisions.