LyricRoyal

I’m okay. 
          	
          	It took me years to log back into this account and say this.
          	I deeply apologize for the concern I caused while I was here, I was not mentally sound and desperately in need of help. With that said, writing out my struggles here in the way I did was not a healthy coping mechanism in the slightest. I did not make the best choices as a child… I should’ve never left in this way even if ending it all was my plan. 
          	
          	I should’ve immediately returned to clear things up and I did not. For that, I’m truly sorry.
          	
          	I came here so no one else has to worry. Depression is something I still struggle with to this day, but leaving this community behind while I was that unstable was one of the worst choices I ever made.I’m really, truly sorry for all of this.

Pearlthegamer

@LyricRoyal Hey Lyric, it's me again. I'm sorry if it's weird to leave another message, but I was reminded of you again and wanted to check in and let you know that I still care about you and that I hope life is treating you a lot better.
          	  
          	  I still remember your ocs, and I always loved hearing you talk about them. Same with the things you like as well, like rune factory. I've been considering getting the new one so that I can see for myself the joy they brought you.
          	  
          	  I also realized from my last comment that that wasn't the name you knew me as. I used to go by Parker when we talked if you remember. I wasn't brave enough to come out to anyone at the time, and I wish I could've come out to you sooner back then.
          	  
          	  I never forgot about you or stopped caring. Every year when your birthday came around I'd have a day of remembrance and reminisce on the times we had. I'd even try to draw your ocs, although I didn't do too well.
          	  
          	  You've influenced a lot of who I am now. I've striven to show everyone the kindness that you showed me for years and years now. In a way, I think you saved me, and in turn others as well.
          	  
          	  I'm sorry if this is all weird or if you don't remember me, there's just so many things I've always wanted to say for all these years. I know this probably won't be seen with how long it's been, but if you could read this it would make me very happy. And if you ever feel like reconnecting, it would mean the whole world to me. If you want to, i have an updated discord username: melmao
          	  
          	  Thank you for being you Lyric, and for being my friend back when I needed it most. I'll always wish you the best and for the world to treat you better with each day.
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Pearlthegamer

@LyricRoyal Hey Lyric, it's Pearl. I'm not sure if you remember me, but there are no words to describe how happy I am to know you're still alive. We were friends a long while back and I had always missed you very dearly. Your art and passion has continued to be an inspiration to me to this day. If it's something you'd be comfortable with, would you maybe like to get back in touch? If you're interested my discord is: Me lmao#5019
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LyricRoyal

I’m okay. 
          
          It took me years to log back into this account and say this.
          I deeply apologize for the concern I caused while I was here, I was not mentally sound and desperately in need of help. With that said, writing out my struggles here in the way I did was not a healthy coping mechanism in the slightest. I did not make the best choices as a child… I should’ve never left in this way even if ending it all was my plan. 
          
          I should’ve immediately returned to clear things up and I did not. For that, I’m truly sorry.
          
          I came here so no one else has to worry. Depression is something I still struggle with to this day, but leaving this community behind while I was that unstable was one of the worst choices I ever made.I’m really, truly sorry for all of this.

Pearlthegamer

@LyricRoyal Hey Lyric, it's me again. I'm sorry if it's weird to leave another message, but I was reminded of you again and wanted to check in and let you know that I still care about you and that I hope life is treating you a lot better.
            
            I still remember your ocs, and I always loved hearing you talk about them. Same with the things you like as well, like rune factory. I've been considering getting the new one so that I can see for myself the joy they brought you.
            
            I also realized from my last comment that that wasn't the name you knew me as. I used to go by Parker when we talked if you remember. I wasn't brave enough to come out to anyone at the time, and I wish I could've come out to you sooner back then.
            
            I never forgot about you or stopped caring. Every year when your birthday came around I'd have a day of remembrance and reminisce on the times we had. I'd even try to draw your ocs, although I didn't do too well.
            
            You've influenced a lot of who I am now. I've striven to show everyone the kindness that you showed me for years and years now. In a way, I think you saved me, and in turn others as well.
            
            I'm sorry if this is all weird or if you don't remember me, there's just so many things I've always wanted to say for all these years. I know this probably won't be seen with how long it's been, but if you could read this it would make me very happy. And if you ever feel like reconnecting, it would mean the whole world to me. If you want to, i have an updated discord username: melmao
            
            Thank you for being you Lyric, and for being my friend back when I needed it most. I'll always wish you the best and for the world to treat you better with each day.
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Pearlthegamer

@LyricRoyal Hey Lyric, it's Pearl. I'm not sure if you remember me, but there are no words to describe how happy I am to know you're still alive. We were friends a long while back and I had always missed you very dearly. Your art and passion has continued to be an inspiration to me to this day. If it's something you'd be comfortable with, would you maybe like to get back in touch? If you're interested my discord is: Me lmao#5019
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citrea-angelus

“Your skin isn't paper so don't cut it,
          Your face isn't a mask so don't hide it,
          Your size isn't a book so don't judge it,
          Your life isn't a film so don't end it.”
          
          Hey, Lyric. I don't know you and you don't know me but I think you can tell by the username my name is Zoe. I was told that you wanted to kill yourself and I just wanted to tell you that it's not worth it. I tried to once and in the end I realized that I have so much to live for. “Suicide doesn't stop life from getting any worse. It just eliminates the chance of it getting any better. You may think that you're “worthless” or “a piece of trash that deserves to die” but you aren't. If you died, people wouldn't forgive themselves because they didn't do enough to save you.
          
          Our hearts aren't made of glass so don't break them.
          
          Best wishes,
          
          Zoe ❤

Bol1de

I know we don't know each other, and I know we might never will. 
          
          I've always been the type of person to love and care for things too fast. I was reading a certain book of your (I think you know which one) and whoops I got attached again. 
          
          Yes, we are strangers but I already value to the highest extreme. You are cared about. I know it may seem like you're dragging the world down, and who ever made you feel like that needs a reality check, hopefully administered by my fist. 
          
          Yes, death is a easy way out but it will NEVER help anybody. That's not how it works. Dying is easy but Living is harder. 
          
          If you read the other msg by strangers like myself, you'll see people do care. Who ever made you feel worthless is just a spec in this world. They don't matter because so many care about who. That's all that matter. I don't know how your life works...but I do know it'll get better with time. 
          
          The Past is History
          The Future is a Mystery
          And right now is a Gift
          That's why we call it the Present.
          
          So please don't waste it.

FireflyGirl19

Life seems rough and it will do anything to bring you down but remember this, complete strangers love you too. You are amazing and no matter what, if you need someone to scream at to relieve stress, come talk to someone. I only want to help you anyway I can and I know exactly what you are going through and I will not turn my back on those who need someone. 
          
          I am a complete stranger but I love you and will help you. Please, please listen to us and I will always love you.
          
          You have a family here that will help you.
          
          -Mama Firefly