RoyalArtistTrash

I’m okay. 
          
          It took me years to log back into this account and say this.
          I deeply apologize for the concern I caused while I was here, I was not mentally sound and desperately in need of help. With that said, writing out my struggles here in the way I did was not a healthy coping mechanism in the slightest. I did not make the best choices as a child… I should’ve never left in this way even if ending it all was my plan. 
          
          I should’ve immediately returned to clear things up and I did not. For that, I’m truly sorry.
          
          I came here so no one else has to worry. Depression is something I still struggle with to this day, but leaving this community behind while I was that unstable was one of the worst choices I ever made.I’m really, truly sorry for all of this.

Lyric?

WASSUP BROSKIWAY
          
          oh wait I don't know you--
          WELL ITS ABOUT TIME I MEET YOU

Hi

“Your skin isn't paper so don't cut it,
          Your face isn't a mask so don't hide it,
          Your size isn't a book so don't judge it,
          Your life isn't a film so don't end it.”
          
          Hey, Lyric. I don't know you and you don't know me but I think you can tell by the username my name is Zoe. I was told that you wanted to kill yourself and I just wanted to tell you that it's not worth it. I tried to once and in the end I realized that I have so much to live for. “Suicide doesn't stop life from getting any worse. It just eliminates the chance of it getting any better. You may think that you're “worthless” or “a piece of trash that deserves to die” but you aren't. If you died, people wouldn't forgive themselves because they didn't do enough to save you.
          
          Our hearts aren't made of glass so don't break them.
          
          Best wishes,
          
          Zoe ❤

I know we don't know each other, and I know we might never will. 
          
          I've always been the type of person to love and care for things too fast. I was reading a certain book of your (I think you know which one) and whoops I got attached again. 
          
          Yes, we are strangers but I already value to the highest extreme. You are cared about. I know it may seem like you're dragging the world down, and who ever made you feel like that needs a reality check, hopefully administered by my fist. 
          
          Yes, death is a easy way out but it will NEVER help anybody. That's not how it works. Dying is easy but Living is harder. 
          
          If you read the other msg by strangers like myself, you'll see people do care. Who ever made you feel worthless is just a spec in this world. They don't matter because so many care about who. That's all that matter. I don't know how your life works...but I do know it'll get better with time. 
          
          The Past is History
          The Future is a Mystery
          And right now is a Gift
          That's why we call it the Present.
          
          So please don't waste it. 
          
          
          
          
          

If you're not wanted then why would all these people care about what happens to you?
          Honestly I can't understand what you're going through but I know that you would be hurting much more people than you realize if you left and I for one know that I would never benefit from your death. 

Please don't go

Life seems rough and it will do anything to bring you down but remember this, complete strangers love you too. You are amazing and no matter what, if you need someone to scream at to relieve stress, come talk to someone. I only want to help you anyway I can and I know exactly what you are going through and I will not turn my back on those who need someone. 
          
          I am a complete stranger but I love you and will help you. Please, please listen to us and I will always love you.
          
          You have a family here that will help you.
          
          -Mama Firefly

hey hey hey hey
          
          Hey, I don't really know you and my words might be meaningless at this point but... 
          
          I know dying is easy but living is harder but you gotta try. Look, Phantom cares about you, they care enough to shamelessly ask us -their readers- to convince you not to do it and as I mentioned before, We don't actually know you. Not committing doesn't make you a coward. It doesn't make you anything except a survivor and tbh that's a very badass term. 
          
          It hurts to see other people committing or considering suicide, because it reminds me of what could've happened. I'm not saying you're wasting your life (because it's yours and you decide what you do with it) but someday someone might need you by their side and if you're not their...Who will be?
          
           So...
          
          Please, even if you can't do it to yourself, try to help other people. 
          
          Even if living is a pain,  Try to ease up that pain for others. 
          
          Because you know. Because you've been through that pain.