Lize Cisco

missing your presence, because it's the only thing that makes me feel safe. but it's for the better.

helping others because I feel useless if I don't >>

I love how my Mom just goes and comments on everything I do as long as I'm holding my phone. Like, could you ask me first why I'm that "addicted' to my phone? Of course you wouldn't, if you would, you would know it's your shortcomings that lead to this. :>

I'm sorry. I fucked up, I know.

I think we both know that it's better if you die. She says she's fine but she's clearly not. She says it's okay and that nothing will change, but she's trying her best to not have any interactions with you. You're fucking things up (like you always do, by the way) and erasing your existence is something I think we both can agree on, right?

Give her some peace of mind.

She's suffering there all alone as if she's not struggling before you came into her life. You just made it worse for her. She doesn't deserve to see you or hear from you. Die if you must.

You see that, Pauleena? She's suffering, because of you. She's hurting, because of you. She's struggling, BECAUSE OF YOU. You're stupid, do you know that? Why. hurt. her. Why would you play with her feelings then just slam it right on her face that you can't commit. Fuck you, Pauleena. Fuck you. Die, burn in hell. No one cares.

but I would. I would allow you to.

You were special, though. You were always special. You are special. I just can't say that you're special in a romantic way. I don't even know if I get romantic attraction. I'm sorry if I can't answer your question straight.