《Asher》

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Twvent:Why can't my mom just not be so bitchie..why can't I be the perfect boyfriend why do I act like the way I act..I just want to go to sleep and never wake up..all I do is bring everyone's mood down. I really wanted to see if there was a blade there bc I just wanted to cut my arms open and bleed out and leave the worst scars ever but I can't but when I get home I'm going to find something. I just need to I cant take it much longer but bri doesn't necessarily need to know that im sh again bc then she's gonna do it. And I hate that im masking sm it kinda hurts and I feel so numb like if feel no emotion I dont want to talk I never want to talk and im afraid of tell bri when I don't feel like being touched bc then she will just say sorry over and over again and ill feel bad. And I hate getting overwhelmed and overestimated I get so hot and I hate that feeling. And mama and Justin are fighting a lot..I dont think they are gonna stay together. I also smell alcohol in the truck rn idk if anyone drank today.  But im not gonna eat for weeks I dont want to im fat . And I feel bad for not being touchie with bri before I left I was a asshole..everything that vada wrote is right..tbh everyone would be just happy if I killed myself or hell even go back to a mental hospital bc when I was gone mama was so much happier and so was bri and everyone else or maybe I can run away no one would ever find me and ill just starve to death anyways so. I just want to sleep..I dont want to be awake anymore.

Who wants to do a omori rp?! (I don't mind any ships as long as its not hero and Kel or mari and one of the kids!)

HEY THIS IS MY OTHER ACC-

Bro im crying so much bro I can't anymore.

Idk how to cope a heart brake so I cope by sending them silly things and blasting harry styles like I wasn't just crying my eyes out and almost throwing up^^ anygay how are yalll

IYS MY BIRTHDAY:0

Happy birthday technoblade<3 o7
          
          
          
          I've been crying for hours now

3 days until my birthday and im stoned af rn

Yay my birthday is soon