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Bye wattpad

M0nk3yP4nd4

Pag naging vet na ako. Sana mangyari.
          Tutulungan ko lahat ng mga nangagailangan na hayop ng walang hinihinging kapalit. Un ung motto ko sa buhay. I have depression and anxiety and a lot of I dunno mental disorders. I tried to commit suicide various times. Some are serious and sometimes I just want to hurt myself. I have no purpose. I thought. I dont have any dreams. I thought. I just wanna die.
          Pero kapag tinitignan ko mga alaga ko. Or mga ibat ibang uri ng hayop na nahihirapan. Nagkaroon ako ng purpose. That is to help those poor "underated" animals. 
          Pero nakakatang ina nung sleep paralysis.

M0nk3yP4nd4

Heavy thoughts when it gets late
          Put me in a fragile state
          I wish I wasn't going home
          Dealing with it on my own
          I'm praying but it's not enough
          I'm done, I don't believe in love
          Learning how to let it go
          Dealing with it on my own