@M1STYYBCC
Hi uhh Misty told me to post this (it’s @cleostar002 btw!!) “ Ok ok y'all um hi I won't be able to post anything else for a week or so, so no more uploads//interaction with me over on wattpad! Sorryy :C but when I can, I'll defo make a post to tell you!”
please ignore whatever the fuck is going on with my fanfic and me I don't know what I'm doing and I have a vision so I'm gonna REDO CHAPTER 2, AGAINUH and merge the rewrite with chapter 1 because I am so fucking confused rn and I want my fanfic to be like a um " the next day " type shit per chapter idk man I'm js badly stressed out rn with school and allat, I have my maths test paper2 calc, and my science test today and I don't study at all because its seriously boring but I'm top of almost alot of my classes (definitely not PE bro I am so fucked for that today because I have long jump for PE) So please bear with me and the shit happening with my fanfic i cannot think straight because I HAVE PE, TWO TESTS WORTH MY ENTIRE GRADE, AND A CLUB AFTER BUT OUT OF SCHOOL. AGGGRRHHHHHH
this is just today btw im gonna loose my shit by the end of the week I have to attend a wedding
I LOVE YOUR SUITCASE PLAYLIST I ALREADY LISTEN TO HALF THE SONGS ON IT I'M SCREAMING AHHHESJUSBENENW I'M LISTENING TO IT NOW I'M SO JOYOUS
@echo-yoylecake AND YOU HAVE CLASS OF 2013 AUDIO TREE VERSION OH MY GOD MISTY MARRY ME /J /PLATONIC
ok let me get this queer.
I am a writer/author of an angst and a kinda horror fanfics. I have been using wattpad since may 25 (my first ever account shh). I've been playing out a fanfic for 4 years before actually writing it (DIR). I struggle with emotions ( e.g :: I struggle trying to feel empathetic for people most the time), I've been bingewatching horrors for fun since I don't really get scared (if you was to see the videos I send over whatsapp, I get startled easily but never scared tbh)
AND YET IM HERE WATCHING MY LITTLE PONY STILL
YAYYY do after talking about my dream thing, I didn't have it last night. But it was even worser.
I BECAME FUCKING STRAIGHT LIKE DAWG IM NOT DREAMING IM NOT DREAMING RN THAT IS A GENUINE NIGHTMARE
I swear a zombie apocalypse is going to fucking happen one day. ISTG ITS GONNA HAPPEN.
Dreams have messages, right? Night after night, no matter where I am or what mindset I have, all I can dream about is a zombie outbreak going on. Its been like this for about almost 6 years now, thats about half my life man. I swear that there WILL be a zombie outbreak, oh and another thing? I watch zombie korean films, if u was that close or you just know me in general. I LOVEEE WATCHING THEM!! But the story that happens right before it all happens, its too realistic. Too close what happens now, its just unsettling now. Mind you most of these was made during the pandemic (these things I watch)
Also going to mention when I don't have these dreams, the same dream I once had when I had been VERY young. Like I had grew up on this dream, it had been where I had explored a old town where I used to live, about 5 years after I had finally got my drivers license. So 20+ most likely, and I would go to the same places, in the same order, and stay the same amount of time. But one building always had changed, when I finished all of them? New ones appear, and I revisit all the buildings after exploring the new ones.
Seriously, I want to make this into something. But my first attempt? It had all gone to fuzz, my memory I mean. Im just concerned for my brain considering I had grew on " the dark side of YT kids " as people call it. So I had been exposed to horror VERY early which is why most the time I find alot of unsettling/sexual/weird things fine. I think.
If yall have anything that can help me solve this, PLEASE TELL ME ITS BEEN STRESSING ME FOR YEARS
I apologize if anything I said makes zero sense or offends you I can't phrase shit for my life
@M1STYYBCC For the love of all thats holy this better not become true zawg I also really hope I dont have prophetic dreams bc I had a dream where me and people from my school and scout group were in a field hiding from bombs and this one girl called Emma started getting everyone to sing Girl Singing In The Wreckage (peak song btw) I wish I had some way to solve this problem for you but dawg I don't even know myself (it could be trauma related considering the whole thing about yt and wtv) I don't think it's necessarily bad to not be bothered by stuff like that in a sence but like don't be willingly exposing yourself to that shit especially at your age (not in a rude way with age thing id honestly advise that to anyone up to the age of 25 because before then people are more likely to be easily impressioned by shit like this)
I gently open the door
Few lines/proper interaction I have planned for chapter 27!! You guys are going to HATEE me but oh well lol- + GUESS THE CONTEXT OF WHATS GOING ON YALL PROLLY WONT GET IT UNLESS YOU KNOW HOW BAD I AM FOR MY ANGST
(BETWEEN BOT AND TACO BTWS, BOTS POV)
,, Let, me- OUTT!! PLEASE..! '' I whince, as my knees slide onto the ground. ,, I don't wanna be forgotten here..! '' I cry, my hands still pressed onto the door.
,, I'll do anything! I won't be a problem anymore- I PROMISE!! Just let me out..!! '' My voice comes out hoarse.
,, YOU had said it yourself kid, you wouldn't want to kill anybody. ''
,, I didnt say that!- I just don't want to-... ++ ++ ++ ++ ++++ ++++++..! Thats all..!- ''
,, Well. I'll be back. Change your mind, or else. I'll find another target and you wouldn't like it. ''
I hear her footsteps walk away, I really shouldn't of argued against her. Ms, Monstera's memory is horrible.
how do you feel about the fact Salt is becoming a tsundere in my fanfic
I'm not a dere! tsun-tsundere! I got a jello heart I'm not that mean! I'm not blushing! I was just rushing, and forgot the sunscreen! just like insert like Natsuki I think? shes the tsundere I think maybe
oh and Soap is obviously yandere
NO I SWEAR I HAD UPLOADED ALL THE CHARACTERS SURNAMES ON MY ONLINE DIARY, IM GONNA SCREAMMM