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@SayoriTheBun 
          	
          	i don’t know what happened. 
          	i’m meant to be making a small arts and crafts project. 
          	i’m meant to be a happy kid. 
          	why did i reach for the blade?
          	*what are you doing, put it down.*
          	i should’ve stopped there. 
          	why did i unsheathe it? 
          	*blades don’t belong on your leg, idiot. put it down.* 
          	i’m a happy kid. i am a happy kid.
          	why did i place on on my leg?
          	i’m not sad. i’m not mad. i was curious. 
          	why did i pull it towards me?
          	
          	i wanted to bleed. i dont know why. 
          	but the universe said no. 
          	i dragged it across 14 times, and gave up with a red mark on my leg. but no blood. 
          	i looked up at my arm, where the blade had been seconds earlier. 
          	why? 
          	and i saw it.
          	the ruby red drop, glistening on my leg.
          	like a prize.
          	i hated my prize.