M34D0WL4RK_1510

@SayoriTheBun 
          	
          	i don’t know what happened. 
          	i’m meant to be making a small arts and crafts project. 
          	i’m meant to be a happy kid. 
          	why did i reach for the blade?
          	*what are you doing, put it down.*
          	i should’ve stopped there. 
          	why did i unsheathe it? 
          	*blades don’t belong on your leg, idiot. put it down.* 
          	i’m a happy kid. i am a happy kid.
          	why did i place on on my leg?
          	i’m not sad. i’m not mad. i was curious. 
          	why did i pull it towards me?
          	
          	i wanted to bleed. i dont know why. 
          	but the universe said no. 
          	i dragged it across 14 times, and gave up with a red mark on my leg. but no blood. 
          	i looked up at my arm, where the blade had been seconds earlier. 
          	why? 
          	and i saw it.
          	the ruby red drop, glistening on my leg.
          	like a prize.
          	i hated my prize.

SayoriTheBun

@M34D0WL4RK_1510 
          	  any time. You deserve to get comforted, I love you sm too.
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M34D0WL4RK_1510

@SayoriTheBun  thank you so much. this srsly means so much more than you’ll know. i don’t know why i’d do it. i’m a happy person. so wtf wa si thinking.. anyways. i’m better now, and i love you sm. ty for your message.
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SayoriTheBun

@M34D0WL4RK_1510 
          	  I'm going to start this off with a reminder of how much I care for you.
          	  Now that's settled..
          	  To some extent, I understand how you feel. I'm not going to say I fully do, because nobody fully understands your emotions except yourself. 
          	  I'm proud of you for reaching out to me btw. It takes effort.
          	  SH is such a horrible thing to go through at young ages- (coming from someone around your age), and i'm so sorry the curiosity got to you, I wish it could've gone different, even though I know I can't change what is done. 
          	  Curiosity can be a curse- it drags you into addiction and things you don't really want to do, and I don't blame you at all. Nothing that happened was your fault.
          	  I really hope for the best and for you to feel better, and if you still do this that you can hopefully stop.
          	  I care so greatly for you, I don't know what I'd do without you.
          	  ilysm, please take care of yourself the best you can, even if its a single sip of water or a bite of food.
          	  again, ty for reaching out to me. I'm so so proud you told me all this.
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M34D0WL4RK_1510

@SayoriTheBun 
          
          i don’t know what happened. 
          i’m meant to be making a small arts and crafts project. 
          i’m meant to be a happy kid. 
          why did i reach for the blade?
          *what are you doing, put it down.*
          i should’ve stopped there. 
          why did i unsheathe it? 
          *blades don’t belong on your leg, idiot. put it down.* 
          i’m a happy kid. i am a happy kid.
          why did i place on on my leg?
          i’m not sad. i’m not mad. i was curious. 
          why did i pull it towards me?
          
          i wanted to bleed. i dont know why. 
          but the universe said no. 
          i dragged it across 14 times, and gave up with a red mark on my leg. but no blood. 
          i looked up at my arm, where the blade had been seconds earlier. 
          why? 
          and i saw it.
          the ruby red drop, glistening on my leg.
          like a prize.
          i hated my prize.

SayoriTheBun

@M34D0WL4RK_1510 
            any time. You deserve to get comforted, I love you sm too.
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M34D0WL4RK_1510

@SayoriTheBun  thank you so much. this srsly means so much more than you’ll know. i don’t know why i’d do it. i’m a happy person. so wtf wa si thinking.. anyways. i’m better now, and i love you sm. ty for your message.
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SayoriTheBun

@M34D0WL4RK_1510 
            I'm going to start this off with a reminder of how much I care for you.
            Now that's settled..
            To some extent, I understand how you feel. I'm not going to say I fully do, because nobody fully understands your emotions except yourself. 
            I'm proud of you for reaching out to me btw. It takes effort.
            SH is such a horrible thing to go through at young ages- (coming from someone around your age), and i'm so sorry the curiosity got to you, I wish it could've gone different, even though I know I can't change what is done. 
            Curiosity can be a curse- it drags you into addiction and things you don't really want to do, and I don't blame you at all. Nothing that happened was your fault.
            I really hope for the best and for you to feel better, and if you still do this that you can hopefully stop.
            I care so greatly for you, I don't know what I'd do without you.
            ilysm, please take care of yourself the best you can, even if its a single sip of water or a bite of food.
            again, ty for reaching out to me. I'm so so proud you told me all this.
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