🌹Nevaeh🌹

Hahahaha... im totally not making a two book series again... hah why would I do that... (I am.)

I'm at the doctors office today, wish me luck! (I'm pretty sure my parents think there is something wrong with me mentally-)

A COUPLE MORE HOURS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY AND ME AND MY BOYFRIENDS ANNIVERSARY!! :D

I'm still falling apart in life and I'm having so many anxiety attacks. Also, I don't even think my parents believe I have anxiety so I can't even get treatment or at least therapy. I know I had counseling but that was with my SA and trauma between my ex boyfriend.

I've been feeling a lot of anxiety lately and been feeling really upset so I'm watching LaurenZside "Tomadochi Life" series and it's amazing, my life is falling apart like Lauren in the series

I love when I don't have a writers block but instead of updating my stories I make a whole new one

I get that IT is set in the early 1980's of America but did they have to add all of the Homophobia in there- Like I get it, someone led a gay guy to die by Pennywise but you don't need to address the amount of homophobia in there *crying face emoji* (This isn't any hate to Stephen King though, I love him as an author it just makes me crash out-)

We're having a tornado warning right now, sirens went off twice and my brother is having massive anxiety. This is very cute (We've already had a storm and now we're having another one)

I love when I read my old stories and one of them is about a note from a time traveler that tells about the future and the note says it's gonna happen in 2025 on April 1st, we're cooked!!

Looking back on my past relationships, I was a bitch. I was a terrible girlfriend back then. I didn't really "learn" how to be better until I dated my ex again. I still agree that I'm a whore. I date people too quick. But I mean I broke up with my ex and then like a couple weeks after and I got with my current boyfriend. And that's going out really well for me! It's gonna be 11 months this month, which has been my longest relationship. And with him definitely, I've tried becoming a lot better, not just for him though. For everyone honestly. I got a friend back and that makes me happy. I feel more confident in my skin now. (Well sorta, I was uncomfortable for a while after my ex situation but I've gotten better) I've changed and I would say mostly for the better.